If you are currently employed in some branch of Michigan 's law enforcement or Canadian law enforcement and have been in your right mind while being contrary to marijuana use, you will soon face the same dilemma that I did in the early 1990's in Milwaukee. You cannot represent the state of Michigan and represent HVHY's affiliates at the same time, and that fact will be even more evident if the Michigan legislation completes it's pro-marijuana fiasco. When I was reluctant to exit my 'job' as a representative of very anti-commandments laws in Wisconsin, somehow my overseer forced me out with a non-contagious disease. Here is what I would recommend if you know it is a fact that marijuana use is dangerous to the mindset of a person and there are already way too many products that are dangerous that have been legalized in the USA:
1. Ask for a leave of absence until every person who is serving jail time for marijuana related crimes is released from prison; keep in mind the people who have been properly imprisoned for marijuana related crimes are either going to be very angry that the state of Michigan changed it's laws or are going to be very thankful if they are now too well educated to ever desire marijuana again.
2. Start seeking employment in states where marijuana use is still illegal if you still want to earn an income representing some entity that is contrary to the mindset of Yehovah but want to remain true to the decent D.A.R.E. program theory :" Beware of the pharmacia". It's already horrible if you have desired to represent a nation, state, county or city that has allowed abortions to continue for decades, so try not to make yourself even more repugnant by endorsing 'strange fire' and unauthorized forms of incense that even a good Muslim is able to reject.
3. Don't be concerned about what Colorado does, but Colorado obviously is going in a very anti-Yehovah direction based on the governor most of their voters 'preferred' and the state of Utah now has as many border problems as there is between North Dakota and Canada.
4. Try to avoid spending 'vacation' time in states or nations that have legalized marijuana for recreational use for your own safety and to show support for anti-marijuana zones. Even I have actual friends in Canada who are disgusted with the direction of their anti-Yehovah government, but those like me have to remember it took 40 years to clean out the golden calf gangs from the Israelites after they emerged from slavery. It could take 40 years for a nation like the USA or Canada to be improved with throngs of Muslims who are anti-homosexuality, anti-marijuana, anti-pork and pro-modesty.
5. Based on opinion 4, the fear of having a nation taken over by a hot or cold Muslim majority should be gone if you have already confessed to others that you are not a part of lukewarm Christianity and have chosen to believe Moshe, since I have never met a good Muslim who is anti-Moshe Ben Amram. A nation of 200,000,000 Muslims who get along perfectly well with 144,000 sealed tribe members would probably be much more safe and healthy to live in than the USA or Canada is now, even if that new nation of 200,144,001 is the last nation on the face of the earth,
6. Opinion 5 is not treasonous; passing laws that make a nation more dangerous is treasonous and passing laws that contradict the perfect laws of liberty that were delivered through the prophet Moshe is far worse than an act of unintentional sin. The arrogant who keep changing laws typically are committing intentional sin and such anti-Yehovah lawmakers are not going to be forgiven by Yom Kippur ceremonies. Fiscal instability has been caused by rejection of maximum taxation laws that were set forth in for those desiring to remain under the authority of Yehovah.
7. If you are a citizen of a state or a nation that is trying to prove how anti-Elohim(68) it can be, prepare your own household as if it can be sold at any time at double of what you paid for it. This means keeping your property maintained as well as possible and ignoring all the HGTV theories of having to have 2 sinks in a bathroom and more than 3 bedrooms for a family of 8. You never know when Yehovah might deploy an extremely wealthy anti-Yehovah person your way who is willing and able to pay a very high price to get pro-Yehovah people out of the turf that he or she desires to have more power over than he or she has now.
8. Keeping suggestion 7 in mind, make sure you remain on good terms with at least 2 relatives who might be able to let you live with them for about the lifespan of the typical locust. 5 months seems to be a reasonable amount of time to locate a better place to live than in pro-marijuana zones such as Canada, Michigan, California or Colorado and there always seems to be enough non-Ghostbuster storage facilities to store your belongings while you try to find or build suitable for an actual saint on earth. IIdeally, all the idiots who want to 'check out' the surface of the planet Mars will end up there by providence and they can then try to grow all the marijuana they want without defiling earth anymore with their stupid expensive desires that stemmed from a totally immoral mindset.
9. Remember the 'hush puppies' in Egypt. There actually came a time when a group of people who were led by a certified Levite were offered a reasonable exit deal from heathen turf in a post-plague reaction. When enough bowl judgments roll around and those who have trusted in Yehovah can't be blamed for the problems on earth, the wisest farmers will be trying to grow food crops rather than stupidly wasting their efforts and land on precisely what people won't want to buy during a famine. When there is less and less usable farmland due to drought or flooding, 'Christmas tree farms', tobacco and marijuana crops will exhibit stupidity while those growing healthy grains, fruit-bearing trees, non-plastic vegetables and root plants will exhibit at least a reasonable Armada Michigan 4H plan of action.
10. Get a legal will drawn up, in case there really is something similar to a 'rapture' in the twinkling of an eye and make sure you leave your property and assets to those who treated you well but didn't quite decide to trust in the name of Yehovah. In other words, if people have been faithful to their spouse and have been trustworthy with the little you may have given them in the past, leave them much in your will. I suppose you might consider this to be like a 'Reggie White' clause and a sudden departure into a deep sleep won't hurt you as much as it will sting ( temporarily hurt) others who had been learning from your style of pro-commandment defense.
11. Try to avoid saying that you love an object, movies or a non-human beast. It is good to appreciate and properly care for what property, including pets and livestock. you have but it is not a good practice to love things and love sinful behavior which will only prove how much of an anti-Yeshua and anti-Yehovah person you really are. Words of thankfulness when you receive an anti-Christmas present could be:
' This looks like a blessing that I like!'
' Wow - apples from Casey's orchard! How perfect!
' This gift is beautiful, should be very useful and thankfully is anti- Lima Adriana'
' I love you and promise not to make this gift you gave me into an idol.'
There are not many people in Michigan as forthright and interesting as Adriana Jordan. When a person such as Adriana Jordan is truthful and humble, that person is more likely to gain favor in the sight of Yehovah's representatives. Since the letter B line ends with the word for Bathsheba at 1340, remind yourself that Bathsheba should have resisted her king' to prove she was a good citizen of Israel rather than behaving worse than Monica Lewinsky when advances were made toward her.
When a married man pursues an intimate relationship with an unmarried woman, he is no less guilty of adultery than Bathsheba or King David. Next, I will be studying the dark moon vs. the crescent moon affects on the term 'chodesh'.
Thursday, November 29, 2018
Wednesday, November 28, 2018
"Captain Webb' Had the Wrong Plan In Room 115
Watching 'Bureau of Missing Persons', a 1933 movie had to be a better choice to study dress codes of Robert Haas than watching Jane Russell defile herself and others in "The Outlaw". Frankly, I am sometimes astonished at how much evil was already being displayed on television at the same time Adolph Hitler was planning his form of anti-HVHY evil.
When fake detective Butch located a male being unfaithful to his fake wife, only a police captain in his wrong mind would make up lies to protect the unfaithful male. What a captain in his right mind should have done was clear the missing persons report truthfully and let the unfaithful male either confess to his wife and let her decide if she wanted a divorce or a reconciliation or let the unfaithful male who was located in the movie version of 'apartment 21' make up his own lies as he had been in the past. If real police don't want people lying to them, it is a horrible 'plot' in movie when the 'captain' lies to a citizen who deserves a chance to request a divorce based on her spouse's infidelity.
'Therme' is another matter of Robert Haas movie folly and Bette Davis has never been a decent role model in my poor 2.50 opinion. I suppose Detroit's Jim Russo had watched Pat O'Brien's fake detective works long before I noticed that Ted Bissell decided to be 'Joe Warner' rather than trying to be 'Mannix' or taking on the role of Cynthia Lynn next to Bob Crane trying to look like a prototype of Steve Basting in 2010 AD when he was no longer on squad 91.
Milwaukee's 'Missing Persons Bureau' had it's own lousy captain for plenty of years . The captain is not always correct, even if he is always right behind rather than left behind. Who really believes in 'circle3four37six' now? 'Howard Homer' role seemed as inept and confusing as Leslie Howard, so the best Howard might still be Theresa Howard if Chris Harris customs messed your Tomlin lines up. Forget Dallas 13 and Homer24 of the Miami Hurricanes if you are trying to remember Dallas Drake, Homer Brown, Steven Brown and Dallas Delgado lines.
Stevens Point is sometimes known as the city of trivia. The following question is not a riddle. Why did Oleksiak6 crash into Byfuglien33 in a Budweiser zone? 6 vs.33 isn't Mr. 733, Sudbury Brunette! In Winnepeg, the opposing offense has to get past the Coca-Cola ice line and the Budweiser ice line. Advertising legends in ice rinks change for a reason, even in Mosinee, Wisconsin. For instance, there is a new chair lift legend in locker room 10 at Glacier Point ice rink in Port Huron that Flood Brothers or Gad disposal should know :
chair 145(north) garbage can chair 172(south)
Hangers marked 'Dan Boyle' and 'Elmer Poppendick' are no longer the legends of locker room 12. In addition, Derek Carr #227 is the new Oakland non-Xavier football legend left behind to test the reputation of the former Cheryl Brown, now known as Wisconsin driver H536-158-1126-405, while going in and out of 1602 Mary Lane ( changed to Hollyhock lane) in Knowlton while I was still the wife of Shane David Hendrikson.
I now weight between 145 and 172 pounds and can lift most chairs in or out of Red Lodge, Montana.
115 isn't 118, nor is it 116 Hollyday Court in Charlotte, NC. A Kyle Rudolph tracker might be better than a Santa tracker or a Bass tracker now that Ameer Abdullah is 31, not 87. Want to get away from Milwaukee jungle dome game changer codes 1,2,3 and 4? Try the fake detective Butch code of 1=Sugar,2= Salt, 3=Pepper and 4=Ketchup while doing counter-stupidity checks away from or closest to busy Bob O'Grosky.
When fake detective Butch located a male being unfaithful to his fake wife, only a police captain in his wrong mind would make up lies to protect the unfaithful male. What a captain in his right mind should have done was clear the missing persons report truthfully and let the unfaithful male either confess to his wife and let her decide if she wanted a divorce or a reconciliation or let the unfaithful male who was located in the movie version of 'apartment 21' make up his own lies as he had been in the past. If real police don't want people lying to them, it is a horrible 'plot' in movie when the 'captain' lies to a citizen who deserves a chance to request a divorce based on her spouse's infidelity.
'Therme' is another matter of Robert Haas movie folly and Bette Davis has never been a decent role model in my poor 2.50 opinion. I suppose Detroit's Jim Russo had watched Pat O'Brien's fake detective works long before I noticed that Ted Bissell decided to be 'Joe Warner' rather than trying to be 'Mannix' or taking on the role of Cynthia Lynn next to Bob Crane trying to look like a prototype of Steve Basting in 2010 AD when he was no longer on squad 91.
Milwaukee's 'Missing Persons Bureau' had it's own lousy captain for plenty of years . The captain is not always correct, even if he is always right behind rather than left behind. Who really believes in 'circle3four37six' now? 'Howard Homer' role seemed as inept and confusing as Leslie Howard, so the best Howard might still be Theresa Howard if Chris Harris customs messed your Tomlin lines up. Forget Dallas 13 and Homer24 of the Miami Hurricanes if you are trying to remember Dallas Drake, Homer Brown, Steven Brown and Dallas Delgado lines.
Stevens Point is sometimes known as the city of trivia. The following question is not a riddle. Why did Oleksiak6 crash into Byfuglien33 in a Budweiser zone? 6 vs.33 isn't Mr. 733, Sudbury Brunette! In Winnepeg, the opposing offense has to get past the Coca-Cola ice line and the Budweiser ice line. Advertising legends in ice rinks change for a reason, even in Mosinee, Wisconsin. For instance, there is a new chair lift legend in locker room 10 at Glacier Point ice rink in Port Huron that Flood Brothers or Gad disposal should know :
chair 145(north) garbage can chair 172(south)
Hangers marked 'Dan Boyle' and 'Elmer Poppendick' are no longer the legends of locker room 12. In addition, Derek Carr #227 is the new Oakland non-Xavier football legend left behind to test the reputation of the former Cheryl Brown, now known as Wisconsin driver H536-158-1126-405, while going in and out of 1602 Mary Lane ( changed to Hollyhock lane) in Knowlton while I was still the wife of Shane David Hendrikson.
I now weight between 145 and 172 pounds and can lift most chairs in or out of Red Lodge, Montana.
115 isn't 118, nor is it 116 Hollyday Court in Charlotte, NC. A Kyle Rudolph tracker might be better than a Santa tracker or a Bass tracker now that Ameer Abdullah is 31, not 87. Want to get away from Milwaukee jungle dome game changer codes 1,2,3 and 4? Try the fake detective Butch code of 1=Sugar,2= Salt, 3=Pepper and 4=Ketchup while doing counter-stupidity checks away from or closest to busy Bob O'Grosky.
Monday, November 26, 2018
Can Dr. Herbert Coussens explain '66 Days for a Female'?
I know most of the people in my subdivision of 66 spots don't believe in the 66 chapters of the book of Isaiah, but do they believe in the 66 days it took for the Mayflower to cross the Atlantic?
In those 66 days of maritime testing, each day represented a DIFFERENT LOCATION on water. If I would try to unite my subdivision rather than divide it, I would refer them to study and believe the 66 chapters of the prophet Isaiah. Otherwise, I know for for a fact that the 1st location of the 66 day voyage was 'safe' and filled with hope and the 66th day location was very different and the mindset had changed after a very difficult journey. I have a view of lot 66, and it has changed since last year but my trust in the writings of the book of Isaiah have not changed since the day I planted my first willow bush on lot 1.
For some good reason, the people of lot 1, 65 and 66 look out for one another in a way the PIlgrims might have looked out for one another. The elderly Italian male neighbor to the west, who prefers peace and safety, came to an agreement with me regarding a border problem between us. We plan to improve a section of land between us next year, even if his wife is still to haughty to admit I am not a 'f_____ bitch'.
My light child will always be named Qeset, not Boaz. It is the memory of my first child that often comforts me when loneliness sets in and I choose to recall what has happened in the past to better prepare me for the future.
Lot 25 still has no house on in our subdivision, even if Saint Xavier University found a spot near Flood Brothers and Campfire marshmallow ads in the Chicago Wolves arena of the curious Butternut penalty box after 25 years in Illinois.
In those 66 days of maritime testing, each day represented a DIFFERENT LOCATION on water. If I would try to unite my subdivision rather than divide it, I would refer them to study and believe the 66 chapters of the prophet Isaiah. Otherwise, I know for for a fact that the 1st location of the 66 day voyage was 'safe' and filled with hope and the 66th day location was very different and the mindset had changed after a very difficult journey. I have a view of lot 66, and it has changed since last year but my trust in the writings of the book of Isaiah have not changed since the day I planted my first willow bush on lot 1.
For some good reason, the people of lot 1, 65 and 66 look out for one another in a way the PIlgrims might have looked out for one another. The elderly Italian male neighbor to the west, who prefers peace and safety, came to an agreement with me regarding a border problem between us. We plan to improve a section of land between us next year, even if his wife is still to haughty to admit I am not a 'f_____ bitch'.
My light child will always be named Qeset, not Boaz. It is the memory of my first child that often comforts me when loneliness sets in and I choose to recall what has happened in the past to better prepare me for the future.
Lot 25 still has no house on in our subdivision, even if Saint Xavier University found a spot near Flood Brothers and Campfire marshmallow ads in the Chicago Wolves arena of the curious Butternut penalty box after 25 years in Illinois.
Bowling In Lane 5 Against Lane 6: Jupiter vs. Saturn?
This post is NOT SCIENCE FICTION!! What occurs at Shelby Lanes in Michigan happens either by providence or by choice.
A male with the word 'Dalen' not 'Galen' on his bowling towel and aquinas not stigler on his maroon shirt, was bowling on alley lane 6 on what possibly was day 1335. I was the last, not the first, to get assigned to a lane. On alley lane 4, the evil sign of the New England Patriots was observed on a male who was teamed up with a lady in interesting 'bumblebee' dressing rather than dressing up like 'Wonder Woman'. I felt very comfortable in my Pittsburgh University basketball shirt concealed under a 'NASH' 61 and a 'FEDOROV' 91 Columbus Bluejacket hockey jersey and my 'JUSTICE 23' jersey tucked carefully into my bowling bag for extra anti-NFL coverage. I didn't see anyone with the number 369 on them. Of course, the mark on my forehead zone 'The Locusts', not the Denver Broncos. Before you study the results of my spiritual warfare defense plan, try to watch this extremely confusing and inaccurate video at least twice to try and gain some new knowledge from it:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ms9|RFDk-3Y
( I typed what I saw without ever taking a high school typing class)
or
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ms9lRFDk-3Y
(I copied and pasted the link I checked)
or try this route:
http://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=valley+of+the+rephaim%2c+saturn%2c+isiah+17%3a5&view=detail&mid=9BEDDBC393EC003623559BEDDBC393EC00362355&FORM=VIRE
The Anthony Patch people stated in err that Asher, Napthali, Dan and Gad are not represented in the 'Book of Revelations' so the Anthony Patch gang must not believe in the foundation stone of Dan being 2nd nor the 12,000 sealed 3rd of Gad, 12,000 sealed 4th of Asher and 12,000 sealed 5th of Naphtali.
What should have appeared on your computer screen but probably didn't with the above link is 'Valley Of The Rephaim,Giants, Isaiah17:5~Anthony Patch w/ETMN rather than the first coming of Anthony Brown and Anthony Wickersham vs. Anthony North and Anthony Raczek. You should try to notice that in the 27th minute of the video, the Catholic pope clearly has the sign of Hitler's Third Reich 'cross' on his shoulders instead of 2 chunks of real onyx. It is not horrible wartime protocol to intentionally misdirect you enemies away from you, but it is horrible spiritual protocol to cover yourself with Nazi emblems and make a fool out of yourself in a huge velvet robe like the lion of 'The Wizard of Oz' or stupidly allow yourself to wear a heavy, guady crown like the Queen of England if you claim to be representing a humble spirit or Dan Christ on Michigan clay. Harry Truman was shown with an 'ARARAT' hat but of course, I never saw the real Harry Truman so it is unknown if the photo is 'true'. They speculated in minute 25 about what 'devil's horns' looks like, but when I hold up only fingers 7 and 10, I am sending out a 'yom Kippur' reminder, not flashing Minnesota Vikings signs or devils horns! The receiver of a message will not know the intent of a message unless they have a truthful explanation from the message sender. The detailed problem solving boards I have 'left behind' on dry erase boards cannot be explained correctly and perfectly by anyone other than ME. Likewise, what we as humans call Torah Scrolls can only be explained perfectly and correctly by the original author. Who will start to pray that severe plagues and actual deserved punishment be swiftly directed toward the women, men and transvestites who have intentionally labeled what is GOOD as evil and what is EVIL as good.
As for the problem with bowlers who haven't been trained to respect the area that another person has rented, Maurice Harvey was easier to correct when 'encroachment' occurred than the male with aqainas on his chest. The bowler on lane 6 was continually kicking his right leg into my lane, at times so far over that his leg reached the center point of the lane that I rented. Not only were his actions as rude and intentionally invasive as the caravan of people at the San Diego border, he proved had no desire to correct HIS offenses against me even though he was physically of capable of changing his bowling style or better yet, quitting until he was properly retrained.
The person under aquainas gear apologized once when after I asked him to stay on his own lane 6, but I knew his apology was no sincere since he decided to continue his invasive back kick. Twice, I actually stood at the front right side of my lane to see if the rude man on lane 6 could avoid kicking me with his right leg, and he proved he was physically able to remain in his own lane in both instances. Because it was not my intent for me to get evicted from the bowling alley, I eventually asked to get switched to lane 4, since the aquainas representative already proved his apology was not genuine and his continued offense was intentional. The test I conducted would have been easy to pass IF THE BOWLER ON LANE 6 REALLY TRIED to stop offending my rental space compared to asking the erring bowler to pull himself up and over a 6 foot hight wall to prove he was capable of avoiding sin or pursuing criminals.
Here are the results of my bowling competition as I tried to represent the groups mentioned at the end of the 15th chapter of the books of Moses. I know I did a better job representing people I never met than Maxine Waters, since I was trying to DEFEND myself against offenses rather than go on offense against the renters of lane 4 and 6.
KENITES 139
KENEZZITES 148
KADMONITES 177
HITTITES 125
PERIZZITES 127
REPHAIM 134
AMONITES 149
CANNANITES 146
GITGASHITES 157
JEBUSITES 164
Once I was transferred to lane 4 by a Shelby Lanes staff member more polite than Phil Arreola in a time of my genuine anti-crime concerns, my bowling scores improved. The bowlers on lanes 1 and 2 seemed to have good traits which may have influenced the outcome of my scores on lane 4.
ASHER SEAL TEST 175
TROJAN D CRUSH 177
As I was leaving, I was once again thankful that my mother was a natural dark brunette rather than a fake blonde teaching my children to cheat at the start of their bowling endeavors by using bumpers. Let Anthony Patch or Anthony Wickersham and Maxine Waters democratic party leaders decide if an 'Ace of Spades' bowling ball in the hands of a toddler under the direction of a fake blonde on lane 3 has a different frequency than my slingshot bowling bowl off of lane 3.
Of course, my rental bowling alley space for 'Rephaim' may have been considered a portal of energy by Anthony Patch workers or by Freemason checkers. Checking out videos about Isaiah 17:5 is not identical to checking In=49. Jeff Zillner, the UW-Badger and buddy of Todd Jackson AKA TOdd Xavier certainly isn't helping solve any portal problems caused by Saturn or a mouse hole in a Milky Way Candy bar or a horrible problem in Rothschild Wisconsin's non-giraffe businesses.
Not A Fun Time for the Justified: Michigan Goes From Careless To Evil
If your 'M.O.' is doing things just for fun such as going downhill skiing, climbing rocks that do not lead to your household or going shopping for toys that children obviously need less than a bag of organic carrots and a book that teaches them how to diagram English sentences , you have the wrong 'M.O.' . If you are doing good works according to the instructions of Yehovah for righteousness sake, you will be in the moral minority and be outnumbered in the USA, so stay alert and resist and reject marijuana pushers from your 'turf'. It's a waste of time to pretend you are happy when you have vexation of spirit due to all the sinful acts that occur in your home land or your 'away' land that isn't 'The Land of Make Believe'.
The state of Michigan political leaders are not good and faithful servants to be trusted and it's upcoming 'legalization of recreational marijuana' is the result of horrible leadership in Michigan. The father of my son who was known as a baby named Richard Xavier, not Jesus, 35 years ago, decided that smoking marijuana was what he wanted to do WITHOUT MY CONSENT with the very little income I was earning as a cashier at Superamerica in a high crime area of Milwaukee. Eventually, Todd Xavier, AKA Theodore Jackson, proved that smoking marijuana made him care less and less about his family, increased his sinful and illegal activities and who had formerly had been a respected high school swimmer with plenty of medals to weigh him down became a sluggard, a thief, a parent who abandoned his son and an adulterer... all partly as a result of smoking marijuana products that altered his MENTAL REASONING.
Michigan' leadership now reminds me of Germany's mindset in the 1930's. The health care professionals, deputies and state troopers that did not voice strong opposition to legalizing marijuana can now deal with the ill effects of marijuana smokers and those of us who opposed it once again have to hope and pray we have strong angelic protection. Michigan, like other anti-good government systems, is continually changing it's rules AFTER some people and many businesses had decided to invest in Michigan. Typical unstable, unholy Protestant churches have done the same in the past. HOw many people have INVESTED in religious systems only to eventually be forced to exit due to corruption within? I had decided to help pay for light fixtures in a Mosinee Baptist church before the paid pastor suggested his 'flock' go to see the Titanic movie. I agreed to donate plenty of kitchen equipment to Woodlands church of Plover, Wsiconsin before Brian Berg uttered heresy against the written instructions for those who believe in Yeshua's tribe of Judah. I agreed to distribute plenty of 'Chick' booklets in France before I saw how important it was for my son, his wife and my first and last 'Christian' husband to check out the topless nude beach areas in France.
Yehovah never changes his laws for his people, and mentally removing yourself from the state of MIchigan means you must hold yourself to a holy standard, not to Michigan's lowered pro-sin standards. I gave Michigan 'a chance' after I was persecuted for my faith in Wisconsin, but at that time I considered it's proximity to my family members, never thinking MIchigan would become as arrogant as Nazi Germany and push anti-Pilgrim laws like an out-of-control football heading for the Beatles 'Nowhere Man'. John James spoke the truth when he stated it is wrong, NOT GOOD, to legalize what many others are currently serving prison time for. John James does not have a seared conscience. Once again, intelligent people are going to resist smoking marijuana and people who have believed a lie will continue to smoke marijuana, waste their family assets and prove they are unfit for redemption by a holy savior that can keep them from the 'hour' of trial.
Not punishing married people for committing adultery is what anti-Yehovah nations do with their ARROGANT and haughty unholy family spirits. Once the threat of punishment by unjustified, unholy corrupt local governments is removed, only the truly repentant who might have failed a temptation test appreciate being punished by their Elohim or designated deity. I managed to reconsider the acts of the 50 Pilgrims that survived ( 30 children and 10 adults) as they eventually befriended the few associates of Squanto who had survived plagues in the New England area; a loss of 52 Pilgrims that attempted to FLEE FROM from the anti-Biblical Christmas tree pushers and corrupt government of an unholy king system could have meant a gain of 52 for heavenly realm. Real saints knew it was better to take the risk of dying and be rightly prepared for a latter judgment day than to partake in heathen Christmas partying that prevailed in England or to smoke marijuana before or after committing adultery in Michigan or Canada. I understand the grief the Pilgrims must have felt because I am grieving today. It is a shame that a Charles Schulz version of a program intended to educate about North American history was immediately followed by a show loaded with strumpets dresses like Ray Romano's super bowl whores.
It is possible that I might be assisted out of Michigan and into a holier state with the help of a holy angel, but until then, I will not be ashamed of behaving like a sealed servant of Yehovah in a county where I doubt if even 10 righteous men can be located which might spare the entire from extremely harsh judgment calls from above, not from the silence of an earthworm. On the heavier side, I'll post the results of my most recent bowling tournament on what will seem like day 225 to me.... with 55 days left in a typical 40-week human gestation period, give or take 21 days. I bowled for an Asher seal test, Rephaim and substituted for the Jebusittes, not for Ephraim and the Danish canned ham lines on day 1335.
Adrian Leeds of HGTV is not a good shepherd nor is he spreading the instructions to sanctification; beware of those who trust in television cameras more than they trust in the 7 appointed times of Yehovah's people.
As soon as one prophesied 'woe' is past, there will be more evidence that even Yehovah has lost patience with those who inhabit the face of the earth. Like the Pilgrims who left England, try not to lose courage when facing death or a cold, harsh winter alone or in the presence of a few, wise anti-Christmas pro-Moses humans who respect and STUDY the words of past prophets.
If you don't believe the words of Moshe Ben Amram, don't LIE by claiming that Yeshua is your personal Lord and Savior. If you haven't believed Moshe the LEVITE, you can't actually be a disciple of Yeshua of the tribe of Yehudah, whom many have called and continue to refer to as 'Jesus Christ' in err.
The state of Michigan political leaders are not good and faithful servants to be trusted and it's upcoming 'legalization of recreational marijuana' is the result of horrible leadership in Michigan. The father of my son who was known as a baby named Richard Xavier, not Jesus, 35 years ago, decided that smoking marijuana was what he wanted to do WITHOUT MY CONSENT with the very little income I was earning as a cashier at Superamerica in a high crime area of Milwaukee. Eventually, Todd Xavier, AKA Theodore Jackson, proved that smoking marijuana made him care less and less about his family, increased his sinful and illegal activities and who had formerly had been a respected high school swimmer with plenty of medals to weigh him down became a sluggard, a thief, a parent who abandoned his son and an adulterer... all partly as a result of smoking marijuana products that altered his MENTAL REASONING.
Michigan' leadership now reminds me of Germany's mindset in the 1930's. The health care professionals, deputies and state troopers that did not voice strong opposition to legalizing marijuana can now deal with the ill effects of marijuana smokers and those of us who opposed it once again have to hope and pray we have strong angelic protection. Michigan, like other anti-good government systems, is continually changing it's rules AFTER some people and many businesses had decided to invest in Michigan. Typical unstable, unholy Protestant churches have done the same in the past. HOw many people have INVESTED in religious systems only to eventually be forced to exit due to corruption within? I had decided to help pay for light fixtures in a Mosinee Baptist church before the paid pastor suggested his 'flock' go to see the Titanic movie. I agreed to donate plenty of kitchen equipment to Woodlands church of Plover, Wsiconsin before Brian Berg uttered heresy against the written instructions for those who believe in Yeshua's tribe of Judah. I agreed to distribute plenty of 'Chick' booklets in France before I saw how important it was for my son, his wife and my first and last 'Christian' husband to check out the topless nude beach areas in France.
Yehovah never changes his laws for his people, and mentally removing yourself from the state of MIchigan means you must hold yourself to a holy standard, not to Michigan's lowered pro-sin standards. I gave Michigan 'a chance' after I was persecuted for my faith in Wisconsin, but at that time I considered it's proximity to my family members, never thinking MIchigan would become as arrogant as Nazi Germany and push anti-Pilgrim laws like an out-of-control football heading for the Beatles 'Nowhere Man'. John James spoke the truth when he stated it is wrong, NOT GOOD, to legalize what many others are currently serving prison time for. John James does not have a seared conscience. Once again, intelligent people are going to resist smoking marijuana and people who have believed a lie will continue to smoke marijuana, waste their family assets and prove they are unfit for redemption by a holy savior that can keep them from the 'hour' of trial.
Not punishing married people for committing adultery is what anti-Yehovah nations do with their ARROGANT and haughty unholy family spirits. Once the threat of punishment by unjustified, unholy corrupt local governments is removed, only the truly repentant who might have failed a temptation test appreciate being punished by their Elohim or designated deity. I managed to reconsider the acts of the 50 Pilgrims that survived ( 30 children and 10 adults) as they eventually befriended the few associates of Squanto who had survived plagues in the New England area; a loss of 52 Pilgrims that attempted to FLEE FROM from the anti-Biblical Christmas tree pushers and corrupt government of an unholy king system could have meant a gain of 52 for heavenly realm. Real saints knew it was better to take the risk of dying and be rightly prepared for a latter judgment day than to partake in heathen Christmas partying that prevailed in England or to smoke marijuana before or after committing adultery in Michigan or Canada. I understand the grief the Pilgrims must have felt because I am grieving today. It is a shame that a Charles Schulz version of a program intended to educate about North American history was immediately followed by a show loaded with strumpets dresses like Ray Romano's super bowl whores.
It is possible that I might be assisted out of Michigan and into a holier state with the help of a holy angel, but until then, I will not be ashamed of behaving like a sealed servant of Yehovah in a county where I doubt if even 10 righteous men can be located which might spare the entire from extremely harsh judgment calls from above, not from the silence of an earthworm. On the heavier side, I'll post the results of my most recent bowling tournament on what will seem like day 225 to me.... with 55 days left in a typical 40-week human gestation period, give or take 21 days. I bowled for an Asher seal test, Rephaim and substituted for the Jebusittes, not for Ephraim and the Danish canned ham lines on day 1335.
Adrian Leeds of HGTV is not a good shepherd nor is he spreading the instructions to sanctification; beware of those who trust in television cameras more than they trust in the 7 appointed times of Yehovah's people.
As soon as one prophesied 'woe' is past, there will be more evidence that even Yehovah has lost patience with those who inhabit the face of the earth. Like the Pilgrims who left England, try not to lose courage when facing death or a cold, harsh winter alone or in the presence of a few, wise anti-Christmas pro-Moses humans who respect and STUDY the words of past prophets.
If you don't believe the words of Moshe Ben Amram, don't LIE by claiming that Yeshua is your personal Lord and Savior. If you haven't believed Moshe the LEVITE, you can't actually be a disciple of Yeshua of the tribe of Yehudah, whom many have called and continue to refer to as 'Jesus Christ' in err.
Sunday, November 25, 2018
Beware of Jeff Tinsley, CEO of An Inaccurate Electronic Beast
If you want to see just how wrong a site can be regarding information it has compiled, go to 'mylife.com'. As soon as I saw that Tinsley's company records has erred by listing Cheryl Brown as one of my relatives, I'm not really that concerned that my 'reputation' score is only 2.50 on their very inaccurate record keeping site. I couldn't even find Daniel Teske or Lynn Puffer from my McDonald's crew in Tinsley's incomplete and inaccurate record department but found some interesting 'reports' on Jayne Susan Cler and Eric Hendrikson, son of Linda Costa of Tigerton but not of Detroit's Comerica Field dressing rooms.
Interestingly enough, the actual father of my Parisian son, Todd R. Jackson aka Todd R. Xavier, is listed as having an msoe.edu address more than 3 decades after Jeff Brezovar and I managed to get accepted as actual MSOE students. For some reason, according to Tinsley there is actually more than 1 Robin M. Ortiz, both between 60 and 70 years of age, who worked for the city of Milwaukee. According to Tinsley, I am related to David Ortiz, which is NOT true even though we both graduated from a technical chemistry program at Milwaukee Tech. I wonder how many 'Ken Smith' people Tinsley has tried to control with his electronic leash.
If wrong information makes you want to go Bananas with the Maine Bears or pig out on Shain's of Maine ice cream instead of trying to keep up with the Keeper of the Maine Bears hockey team, don't get your Keeper#25 get mixed up with Tim Keepers or Koslov#25. Black bears are not the same as the Brown Bears!
What Jeff Tinsley's group compiles can be harmful to a person and family and eventually, to Jeff Tinsely himself , but a gopherwood ark 300 cubits by 50 cubits by 30 cubits was not harmful to biblical persons of interest.
Jeff Tinsley should rate his own reputation as horrible and worse that the 1.73 reputation of his Milwaukee 'Todd Jackson' listing.
According to Tinsley, Sergei Krivokrasov is really Sergei Lkrisokrasou with a reputation rating of 3.12, and that name seems to be the line of demarcation in many Truth vs. anti-Truth system checks until you compare couples information such as Alyssa Grimes and Ross Grimes of Kronenwetter to Alyssa& Joel Slezak of Plover. Without 2 perfect and honest witnesses verifying information, please don't believe the chaotic reports of mylife.com.
Maybe Tinsley's unholy gaming and inaccurate information team got the information on Sean Garnet Whyte correct, but only in part. Don't waste your money trying to 'sue' unholy men like Jeff Tinsley for a lousy 'reputation score' if you have trusted in the name of Yehovah. There is too much wrong with mylife.com to correct all the errors before the 1st coming of Abaddon and it's better to let mylife.com get 'left behind' or let it go straight ahead into a very deep Carl Allen drum set abyss next to Billy Joel lyrics and then State farm agents can then try to persuade Jayne Susan Cler to go either left or right at age 54.
Interestingly enough, the actual father of my Parisian son, Todd R. Jackson aka Todd R. Xavier, is listed as having an msoe.edu address more than 3 decades after Jeff Brezovar and I managed to get accepted as actual MSOE students. For some reason, according to Tinsley there is actually more than 1 Robin M. Ortiz, both between 60 and 70 years of age, who worked for the city of Milwaukee. According to Tinsley, I am related to David Ortiz, which is NOT true even though we both graduated from a technical chemistry program at Milwaukee Tech. I wonder how many 'Ken Smith' people Tinsley has tried to control with his electronic leash.
If wrong information makes you want to go Bananas with the Maine Bears or pig out on Shain's of Maine ice cream instead of trying to keep up with the Keeper of the Maine Bears hockey team, don't get your Keeper#25 get mixed up with Tim Keepers or Koslov#25. Black bears are not the same as the Brown Bears!
What Jeff Tinsley's group compiles can be harmful to a person and family and eventually, to Jeff Tinsely himself , but a gopherwood ark 300 cubits by 50 cubits by 30 cubits was not harmful to biblical persons of interest.
Jeff Tinsley should rate his own reputation as horrible and worse that the 1.73 reputation of his Milwaukee 'Todd Jackson' listing.
According to Tinsley, Sergei Krivokrasov is really Sergei Lkrisokrasou with a reputation rating of 3.12, and that name seems to be the line of demarcation in many Truth vs. anti-Truth system checks until you compare couples information such as Alyssa Grimes and Ross Grimes of Kronenwetter to Alyssa& Joel Slezak of Plover. Without 2 perfect and honest witnesses verifying information, please don't believe the chaotic reports of mylife.com.
Maybe Tinsley's unholy gaming and inaccurate information team got the information on Sean Garnet Whyte correct, but only in part. Don't waste your money trying to 'sue' unholy men like Jeff Tinsley for a lousy 'reputation score' if you have trusted in the name of Yehovah. There is too much wrong with mylife.com to correct all the errors before the 1st coming of Abaddon and it's better to let mylife.com get 'left behind' or let it go straight ahead into a very deep Carl Allen drum set abyss next to Billy Joel lyrics and then State farm agents can then try to persuade Jayne Susan Cler to go either left or right at age 54.
Friday, November 23, 2018
The 13th Month Double Witness Debate
There are times I listen to people that have differing viewpoints because I do not always think I am 'right' as my brother falsely claimed recently. It takes anti-foolish discernment to continually attempt to be correct unless you foolishly prefer being intentionally wrong about everything.
Just when I was fully convinced that not only is this the 8th month of the year rather than the 9th month, a young person from 'The Way Biblical Fellowship' decided to present a lengthy case for rejecting the lunar light to identify each month and trusting only the star constellations and solar signs for a yearly cycle always limited to 12 months. He will be fully convinced in his own mind, and I am going to use the prophet Ezequiel's 430 day DOUBLE WITNESS to remain with the calendar system I have learned to trust in, even if I later am corrected by Yehovah personally.
If there is a beginning time and and end time that confirm a span of time, then there actually is a double witness that can establish an interval. I viewed another site, namely www.worldslastchance.com, where Ezequiel's starting point at day 5, month 4,year 5 (5/4/5) to 5th day, month 6 , year 6 . In all non-13 month examples, either 407, 413 or 420 days would have passed between the dates and Ezequiel would not have completed the 40 days on his right side. A 13th month would have allowed Ezequiel to complete the 430 days before going to sit in his own home.
It is good to see that people are studying and able to put their opinions into a public setting. I no longer think it is proper to write 'shalom' on a computer site that might be read by an enemy. This change of my messaging delivery came about after I saw Monte Judah say 'Shalom' after he just revealed much information about actual lack of PEACE and lack of safety in strategic areas; his "shalom' seemed inappropriate for the conditions. Uttering 'shalom' to unknowns is much different than uttering 'shalom' in person to someone you have aligned with. I do try to learn from other people's successes and other people's failures, and often decide to adjust my behavior according to what I have learned to be true.
Maybe there is an extremely important reason why learning to number days from 1 to 1335 is important. When a certain prophesied day 1335 arrives, that day will be arrived at no matter how many months you believe were contained in those 1335 days. 'The Way Biblical Fellowship' alerted me to concept of only a hot season of 6 months that should start 14 days before you decide to keep the feast of unleavened bread and a cold season of 6 months that should start 14 days before you have decided to blow the shofar on Yom Teruah. If you at least TRY to be correct, you might actually have a better chance of being correct when you face a goalie who's surname is Fear not 'Faith' who is aligned with the Green Bay Gamblers now, rather than with the Omaha Lancers #33 Nikita Krivokrasov.
'Fear of water overcome'
I have used the word fear in some of my past poetry describing the first problem many people have when trying to water ski.
'Perfect love casts out fear'
Many booksellers have sold the word fear in books they have sold for profit.
Don't be afraid of being wrong when you are trying to keep the instructions of Yehovah. You should be afraid if you haven't even been trying to keep the instructions from Yehovah while telling others you are Jewish, or a bible-believing 'Christian' or a Catholic that believes that the 144,000 sealed saints actually will exist or do exist. Catholics who don't believe in the 144,000 sealed saints most likely are going to bow down many times to their indoor Christmas tree within the next 30 days.
If Michael Crabtree rules your day 228 shift, you aligned with the wrong Michael. I'm hoping this is the start of night 1334, but if it isn't the fact remains that I am learning how to number my nights and my days. In my annual count, night 222 has started and my memory of DeLallo's semi-truck #222 parked in the Golden Coral on Hall Road and Hayes Road in Michigan has not been erased from my mind. DeLallo's is an interesting store full of tasty olives and nasty swine products near Crabtree, Pennsylvania.
Just when I was fully convinced that not only is this the 8th month of the year rather than the 9th month, a young person from 'The Way Biblical Fellowship' decided to present a lengthy case for rejecting the lunar light to identify each month and trusting only the star constellations and solar signs for a yearly cycle always limited to 12 months. He will be fully convinced in his own mind, and I am going to use the prophet Ezequiel's 430 day DOUBLE WITNESS to remain with the calendar system I have learned to trust in, even if I later am corrected by Yehovah personally.
If there is a beginning time and and end time that confirm a span of time, then there actually is a double witness that can establish an interval. I viewed another site, namely www.worldslastchance.com, where Ezequiel's starting point at day 5, month 4,year 5 (5/4/5) to 5th day, month 6 , year 6 . In all non-13 month examples, either 407, 413 or 420 days would have passed between the dates and Ezequiel would not have completed the 40 days on his right side. A 13th month would have allowed Ezequiel to complete the 430 days before going to sit in his own home.
It is good to see that people are studying and able to put their opinions into a public setting. I no longer think it is proper to write 'shalom' on a computer site that might be read by an enemy. This change of my messaging delivery came about after I saw Monte Judah say 'Shalom' after he just revealed much information about actual lack of PEACE and lack of safety in strategic areas; his "shalom' seemed inappropriate for the conditions. Uttering 'shalom' to unknowns is much different than uttering 'shalom' in person to someone you have aligned with. I do try to learn from other people's successes and other people's failures, and often decide to adjust my behavior according to what I have learned to be true.
Maybe there is an extremely important reason why learning to number days from 1 to 1335 is important. When a certain prophesied day 1335 arrives, that day will be arrived at no matter how many months you believe were contained in those 1335 days. 'The Way Biblical Fellowship' alerted me to concept of only a hot season of 6 months that should start 14 days before you decide to keep the feast of unleavened bread and a cold season of 6 months that should start 14 days before you have decided to blow the shofar on Yom Teruah. If you at least TRY to be correct, you might actually have a better chance of being correct when you face a goalie who's surname is Fear not 'Faith' who is aligned with the Green Bay Gamblers now, rather than with the Omaha Lancers #33 Nikita Krivokrasov.
'Fear of water overcome'
I have used the word fear in some of my past poetry describing the first problem many people have when trying to water ski.
'Perfect love casts out fear'
Many booksellers have sold the word fear in books they have sold for profit.
Don't be afraid of being wrong when you are trying to keep the instructions of Yehovah. You should be afraid if you haven't even been trying to keep the instructions from Yehovah while telling others you are Jewish, or a bible-believing 'Christian' or a Catholic that believes that the 144,000 sealed saints actually will exist or do exist. Catholics who don't believe in the 144,000 sealed saints most likely are going to bow down many times to their indoor Christmas tree within the next 30 days.
If Michael Crabtree rules your day 228 shift, you aligned with the wrong Michael. I'm hoping this is the start of night 1334, but if it isn't the fact remains that I am learning how to number my nights and my days. In my annual count, night 222 has started and my memory of DeLallo's semi-truck #222 parked in the Golden Coral on Hall Road and Hayes Road in Michigan has not been erased from my mind. DeLallo's is an interesting store full of tasty olives and nasty swine products near Crabtree, Pennsylvania.
Thursday, November 22, 2018
Equal Opportunity For Another Offense?
Anyone who has not been blind for the past 7 years would know that my son and his wife have not been willing to defend me, and it is not up to me to explain their reasons for aligning against me. However, when they have tried to pretend that I did not exist and did not tell my grandchildren about me, I revealed to others that the protestant tactics that my son and his family has chosen to use to offend me DO exist. Yeshua, a prophet who was clearly aligned with Moshe Ben Amram, did state that daughter-in-laws would be against their mother-in-law and that our own family would become our enemies if we aligned with Yeshua who obeyed and taught YEHOVAH's directives.
I was unable to get any link to 'Voice of Compassion', an organization where people do profit from solicitations. It seems as though I really only heard a true voice of compassion when my grandchildren Autumn Rayne and her brother Levi spoke kindly to me even though I was a stranger to them. Autumn Rayne said she would be mad at her parents if they did not let her visit me, and she will have the right to be angry and sin not. No voice of compassion has come from Rachel Snyder Hendrikson toward me long before her mother became a literal widow and when compassion is not shown to a person, typically compassion is not returned. Eventually, it is up to the man of a household to determine which direction those under his authority will go. There usually comes a day when a female child is no longer under her father's authority and in the best case scenario she marries a man who has trusted Yehovah and in a lousy situation she and her siblings end up under the authority of a stepfather who may have seduced their mother away from their true father.
Here is a link to an electronic site, not a link to real voices:
http://vocnow/news-from-france.html
I am giving those who have had compassion on me and those who have been cruel to me by choice an option to 'check 'out' an organization who in my opinion, could not possibly represent the spirit of Yehovah because their doctrine is contrary to Moshe and the prophets of YShRAL. Go ahead and decide for yourself if it is better to pretend that your enemy or adversary does not exist or if it is better to expose how you feel about the plans and results of your enemy or adversary and let others choose the deity or tribe they want to align with, knowing in advance that Ephraim DOES NOT GET SEALED with the 144,000.
A victory by the Chicago Bears against the Detroit Lions pompom girls team IS as much of a spiritual victory as getting an anti-pornongraphy leader of a nation, something which the USA has not had in decades based on the results of what is baught and sold in the USA and many other despicable nations. While we were awake, the British empire slithered it's Christmas crap game onto the shores of the USA, contrary to the Puritans and the original tribes such as the non-Jeep Cherokees. I know that I explained to my son that celebration of Christmas is NOT part of the kingdom of Gad nor the kingdom of any other tribe of YShRAL, and time will determine if in fact, when my son is old, he will return to me and to what is CORRECT according to Yehovah. I did train up my son in the way he should go before he departed for an anti-Yehovah way and I do not believe that King Solomon was a prophet. Many times I have seen children, some of whom are my own relatives, that were taught properly by their parents at least from a 'good citizen' aspect never return to their parents and they choose to die in their sins rather than repent of their sins because they never believed 'Honor your father and your mother'.
The hand of compassion that fed me in Wisconsin Rapids was my granddaughter Havilah. Today, I was glad to be able to pay for 10 clean and healthy Thanksgiving meals and I know that my investment at 'Little India' toward my friend Mukim would not be as useless as the 10 non-fruit trees I was suckered into planting in the state of Israel. I have made bad investments, but I do try to learn and not repeat past sins and past stupidity.
'Get behind me, Satan; you are offense' - Yeshua
'turn them over to Satan that they learn not to blaspheme' - St. Paul the Benjamite
'employee murdered; not my fault' - my sad, troubling and true commentary about a report in the Detroit newspapers about an employee of Chris Chelios
There are time when we, the living angels and saints of Yehovah, have to resist being blamed for sins we did not commit or teach others to commit.
I was unable to get any link to 'Voice of Compassion', an organization where people do profit from solicitations. It seems as though I really only heard a true voice of compassion when my grandchildren Autumn Rayne and her brother Levi spoke kindly to me even though I was a stranger to them. Autumn Rayne said she would be mad at her parents if they did not let her visit me, and she will have the right to be angry and sin not. No voice of compassion has come from Rachel Snyder Hendrikson toward me long before her mother became a literal widow and when compassion is not shown to a person, typically compassion is not returned. Eventually, it is up to the man of a household to determine which direction those under his authority will go. There usually comes a day when a female child is no longer under her father's authority and in the best case scenario she marries a man who has trusted Yehovah and in a lousy situation she and her siblings end up under the authority of a stepfather who may have seduced their mother away from their true father.
Here is a link to an electronic site, not a link to real voices:
http://vocnow/news-from-france.html
I am giving those who have had compassion on me and those who have been cruel to me by choice an option to 'check 'out' an organization who in my opinion, could not possibly represent the spirit of Yehovah because their doctrine is contrary to Moshe and the prophets of YShRAL. Go ahead and decide for yourself if it is better to pretend that your enemy or adversary does not exist or if it is better to expose how you feel about the plans and results of your enemy or adversary and let others choose the deity or tribe they want to align with, knowing in advance that Ephraim DOES NOT GET SEALED with the 144,000.
A victory by the Chicago Bears against the Detroit Lions pompom girls team IS as much of a spiritual victory as getting an anti-pornongraphy leader of a nation, something which the USA has not had in decades based on the results of what is baught and sold in the USA and many other despicable nations. While we were awake, the British empire slithered it's Christmas crap game onto the shores of the USA, contrary to the Puritans and the original tribes such as the non-Jeep Cherokees. I know that I explained to my son that celebration of Christmas is NOT part of the kingdom of Gad nor the kingdom of any other tribe of YShRAL, and time will determine if in fact, when my son is old, he will return to me and to what is CORRECT according to Yehovah. I did train up my son in the way he should go before he departed for an anti-Yehovah way and I do not believe that King Solomon was a prophet. Many times I have seen children, some of whom are my own relatives, that were taught properly by their parents at least from a 'good citizen' aspect never return to their parents and they choose to die in their sins rather than repent of their sins because they never believed 'Honor your father and your mother'.
The hand of compassion that fed me in Wisconsin Rapids was my granddaughter Havilah. Today, I was glad to be able to pay for 10 clean and healthy Thanksgiving meals and I know that my investment at 'Little India' toward my friend Mukim would not be as useless as the 10 non-fruit trees I was suckered into planting in the state of Israel. I have made bad investments, but I do try to learn and not repeat past sins and past stupidity.
'Get behind me, Satan; you are offense' - Yeshua
'turn them over to Satan that they learn not to blaspheme' - St. Paul the Benjamite
'employee murdered; not my fault' - my sad, troubling and true commentary about a report in the Detroit newspapers about an employee of Chris Chelios
There are time when we, the living angels and saints of Yehovah, have to resist being blamed for sins we did not commit or teach others to commit.
Wednesday, November 21, 2018
My Thanksgiving Epistle To The French Christians
( The above photo is not an image of 'Jill Marshall' or Zillner's swimming pool people.)
Dear Richard the Pillsbury Cookie dough hearted ( remember your 16th birthday?),
Dear Richard the Pillsbury Cookie dough hearted ( remember your 16th birthday?),
Make sure you have read the 'hmmm' message before you read this note of encouragement.
I do recall when I had access to more income than I do know that I tried to show your wife I cared about her well being and took her to Shippy shoes to get good foundation for her feet. Such non-Chirstmas acts of kindness might have been forgotten, but I am still that same lady that wanted my son's family to be not only safe, but have good coverings. My enemies only want you to remember the bad events that have occurred between us, but I want to remind you that there have been many times I have been wiling to cloth and feed 'enemies'..... but I might not have known they were my enemies at the time I was being generous and kind.
Here's what I have been thinking about: the hammer toes as well as the Scott and Barb years. What I am willing to do is pay for new hockey skates for you BUT what you should do is try on the brand and size want and then I'll order them from Goal Line and have them shipped to you. Of course, you will have to pay taxes on them and you might want to find out in advance what the taxes would be. I want your feet to be well protected and of course, I always have wanted you to be a healthy hockey player that can remember that the hockey stick is shaped exactly like the final form of the Hebrew 14th letter.
I hope this is an offer you will not refuse; I remember when you and I were the only occupants of 1602 Mary Lane and I asked you to help me clean.... so 'desperate' for help cleaning that I offered you $200 and you thought I was crazy, but Timmy said YOU were crazy if you rejected that wage for helping your mother.
I can also send a bunch of very usable hockey jerseys that you can wear or that you can pass out to your buddies, since I have to start cleaning out my closet. Just let me know if you want me to send some... easily a dozen.
If things get bad or even too dangerous for you to stay in France or you decide that you miss me, your mom, as much as I miss you, know that there is room for you and your family here for at least a few months and plenty of decent job opportunities in this area. Eventually, I might move from this area but until then, this house was designed keeping you in mind in case you needed a place to relocate to, even if you do not want to believe that fact. ( No dogs allowed though.. only a few spiders and of course, my pet dust mites are allowed in my house. LOL)
I talked with my mom and dad and they seemed cordial, happy and thanked me for helping them during my visit. It seemed like an 180 but I'm thankful we're communicating. They got a new mattress and dad says they've been dusting and vacuuming, so the anti-allergy advice I gave them actually did sink in. Speaking to them took a heavy burden off of me and I did mail out a few thanksgiving day cards to a few people, even though to me and a few others, every shabbat is a day to rest and give thanks.
Go ahead and make turkey and cranberry sandwiches on Thursday! I'll be dining with my friends from Sylchet, Bangladesh and cheering for the Chicago Bears even though I still have a silly Vikings doll in my window because of 'the tradition' of 1961. Have Levi study Ameer Abdullah since he has been traded from Detroit to MInnesota shortly after I sent him a letter in Detroit.
I'm going to try to 'hockey up' tomorrow morning in Port HURon; I might be old and ugly, but I don't want to get fat, old and uglyM. My new favorite minor league team is the Mentor Ice Breakers since I witnesses their first win against the Port Huron Prowlers and the Mentor goalie had 50 saves with 50 SOG!
I'm always M as in Mom to you, but can be 'G' as in Grandma to my grandchildren.
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I am choosing not to reveal the contents of the hmmm' electronic epistle in this blog however that does not mean that it has not been made accessible to some of the French Christians or AT&T monitors.. I don't believe that the Christian organization and Woodlands Church of Plover, WI that is overseeing my son and his family in France is doing a good job, nor do they care about my son's children as much as I do. It sounds like their housing conditions have been unsafe in France recently while huge SUNDAY CLUBHOUSES are being heated while they sit empty for the rest of the week. The Dave Ramsden team seemingly has been doing better 'works' regarding housing for my niece and taking care of repairs quickly than whoever it is that rented property to Rachel Snyder Hendrikson in France. Meanwhile, here in the Detroit area, I cannot even get a plumber or a trained repairman to respond to a call for help as I struggle while living with 55% lung function and living without 3 varieties of anti-Yehoavh ex-husbands who all decided they were too bad to keep their vows and to 'protestant' to repent.
If you hear the vain anti-Joseph repetition 'Merry Christmas', try to respond with 'Go study and believe the book of Leviticus and reject the Playboy cologne bar code.'
If you hear the vain anti-Joseph repetition 'Merry Christmas', try to respond with 'Go study and believe the book of Leviticus and reject the Playboy cologne bar code.'
Choose Pilgrim Road OR Santa Claus Barbie
Fletcher Cox in Panini magazines is now tied with the I-94 Dove Street exit at #269.
It is an obvious sign of spiritual instability if you choose to commemorate Thanksgiving and Christmas. The Puritans were anti-Christmas and fled England to get away from the heathen trends of English society and the pro-druid practices and drunkeness associated with Christmas partying. Now, the owners of places like 'Cracker Barrel' force their customers to go through a very unholy section where they lift up whorish, wicked Carrie Underwood photographs before you can sit down in an environment that is decent with a choice of either pro-Yeshua or anti-Yeshua foods. Yeshua never told any of his disciples or apostles to start eating unclean animals!!!
I declared I was in an adversarial position when I asked for a place to dine in Cracker Barrel #218 on what might have been day 219 of the Zebulun calendar. UR DONE was a Wisconsin plate on Brad Seymour's Toyota truck, and was more likely not to be a lie than a Michigan 4GIVEN3 or Wisconsin 4GIVEN plate, the last of which was owned by a former acquaintance who never trusted in Yehovah but did trust in Breitzman's log cabin on a lake. Aaron Rodgers attitude toward his mother might be as uncaring as my son's attitude toward me, and my brother Robert loves Aaron Rodgers and even spoken truth from the mouth of Jordan Rodgers won't change the attitude of the most Packer fans.
I intend make public another email I sent to France that reveals the content of my mind and is less misleading than a Meijer's sign with the words 'Committed to Clean'. If Meijer's was really committed to clean, they would not be selling swine or other unclean animal products in their FOOD aisles. 'Attempting neatness' or 'Committed to anti-Pilgrim practices' would be truthful signs that most retailers might be able to present to a holy judge and not be accused of perjury based on common knowledge of language in the USA. The disgusting magazine covers that most people have to pass by in order to get necessary supplies in the typical stores is an indicator of a problem in USA leadership which starts at the White House and trickles into Larry Flynt's disgusting broad ways. A minor history lesson of the Monica Lewinsky troubles only indicated that the citizens of the USA have a problem that their own missile offense systems won't cure. NASA should take a trip to Robin Moon and test that water in the Macomb, MI wells, not defile the lunar surface again.
It has not only been about 20 years since Shane David Hendrikson pretended to love me in public, it has also been about 20 years since William J. Clinton decided he had more power than 'God' or 'Gad' over frisky single Jewish women. What sins and crimes that weren't prosecuted by cowardly district attorneys will do more than haunt society and the way of escaping plagues and curses and bowl judgements is getting more narrow every time the USA tries to evict the spirit of the Puritans by forcing Christmas crap and useless evergreen wreaths with their non-holistic hospital affiliation or a HOA presidential smirk on a face that will get wiped off their face by the King of Kings and Lord of Lords who has believed Moshe Ben Amram. Even in a intentionally peaceful negotiation when opposing parties come to an agreement, there are some who will willingly take part in abominable heathen practices and will prove they do not believe in the Pentecost message that Moshe Ben Amram delivered and they also do not believe in the teachings of Yeshua the ISRAELITE , who is part of the body of Messiah. Those who have refused to spread HOLINESS and have mocked the prophets spread their tables with the flesh of swines, spread wickedness and devise wasteful spending practices like wildfires that won't get doused by a WAHL clipper and a bottle of Playboy perfume. Keep in mind that when the flame at the rear guard of the Hebrews that left Egypt dissipated, waters did not save Pharoah's anti-Yehovah army.
I am grouchy this evening but not insane. This morning, I tried to speak to a JW.ORG 'elder' ( not a church of Philadelphia elder) who refused to hold a calm peaceable conversation with me, revealed his temper once again and displayed how little he understands about 'turf' and discussions that aren't practiced in advance within their brick walled kingdom halls. I don't regret nor am I sorry that I questioned why a very young child in a state of bewilderment was in a drop-in hockey session, and it is insanity for a JW. ORG leader to say I am forgiven for something that wasn't a SIN when they are not even repentant for misrepresenting the name 'Jehovah'.
Stacy #765434 served me well in the decent section of Cracker Barrel #218, and I can even recommend the fried turkey steak dinner if you, like me, appreciate the Pilgrims while knowing the spirit of Christmas is contrary to the spirit of Yehovah. I didn't like it when an employee of Menard's stated he hated Crosby while I was wearing Recchi8 jersey so I told him that SIdney Crosby is better than Shane David Hendrikson. Within typical businesses, there are good employees who are not rude and stupid employees that lack good speech patterns. A foolish old man in Detroit Tigers hat tried to tell me that Philadelphia Flyers jerseys weren't allowed in Port Huron, so he acted like the typical Gestapo or the pro-CocaCola Macomb County deputies who decided I was guilty of something they did not approve of without a trial.
In future tense times, maybe the new governess of Michigan will start to reform our Michigan's brochures and eliminate the female underwear/bikini sites that are considered offensive to a holy angel or a genuine saint. Take the time to rip out and leave behind images that are indecent as a legal protest against the spread of 'Tom Brady disease'. What gets left behind by angels of Yehovah are not always as useful as a Jalousie Hilton white robe.
I am ashamed of the spiritual condition of the USA not ashamed of courage and pro-prophet attitude, but like Vashti who did not want to get paraded arond like Barbara Eden in front of Larry Hagma's television drunkards, I also am not sitting as a queen nor as a Steve McQueen in room 405. Hue Jackson revealed he did not know how to leave a good team with dignity and decided to move his blackish flesh to a indecent team with the typical NFL strumpets to cheer him out of the kingdom of Asher and God. Ameer Abdullah might as well be in MInnesota to see if he can influence the owners to rid the Vikings of their strumpet section, this making him better and more of a hero to my grandson Levi than Keith Johnson's anti-elephant methodist acts.
Please remember Melvin Givens in your Thanksgiving prayers, since he witnessed the atrocities of December 25th with me on squad 21. Before day 1335, I'll share my epistle to the French Penguins because I do not want to be like Hillary Rodham Clinton.
There is a wee bit more information in this version of my post than in the 'boxer' version because I tried to negotiate a peace strategy with my HOA leaders even though they have not yet decided to be at peace with Yehovah and have chosen to be anti-Pilgrim once again like the majority of politicians in the bad newer version of the USA. Once you choose the wrong 'mark' , it will be obvious to the sealed 144,000 that you have rejected the spirit of the prophets such as Isaiah, Malachi and the father of Gershom and chosen the mark of the anti-Yehovah Vatican which includes CHRISTMAS and excludes Yom Kippur.
Tuesday, November 20, 2018
Possible Closing Statements for This Blog May Occur with Little Notice
Now that only Khalil Mack is on the front page of my Panini historical football magazine ( I removed LeVeon Bell's picture after noticing that Khalil Mack had arms did not appear to be covered with tattoos) and I have counted past Melvin Gordon again, I am attempting to discover if a secondary blog that commenced today has been blocked on computers other than the one it originated on.
I have listed it as 'Abbadon's Bluff', but that title might change eventually and the title page has a picture of a naked male boxer that wasn't named 'Diablo' or 'Axel' or 'Butkis'. Some information does seem to get buried and must get extracted by force.
What if this is day 1331 of the tribulation count? Or worse, what if the time from May 16th of 1998 until April 1st of 2018 only seems like about half an hour of a 24 hour day that might have taken 1000 years to complete?
I have listed it as 'Abbadon's Bluff', but that title might change eventually and the title page has a picture of a naked male boxer that wasn't named 'Diablo' or 'Axel' or 'Butkis'. Some information does seem to get buried and must get extracted by force.
What if this is day 1331 of the tribulation count? Or worse, what if the time from May 16th of 1998 until April 1st of 2018 only seems like about half an hour of a 24 hour day that might have taken 1000 years to complete?
Thursday, November 15, 2018
Where's Levi?
When I don't get a response from an email to my son, I also am not getting a response from the person who I designated as a letter 'E' male. In this 8th month, I certainly am concerned about my grandson Levi and his sisters even though Levi's mother is not concerned about me. There is no E in the Lamed Vav Yod combination which is historically represented by a carbuncle, not a San Francisco stadium. Does 3rd down really matter if 4th down is known as 'Judah' in the King James Version of an English history book?
Frauds will be frauds. Not every lamp from Square D office was created equal to a a lamp with a 'Peterkin' nightshade and no electric lamp is created equal to a double wicked brass hurricane lamp that I purchased when I was known as a 'Xavier' in North Carolina and was stolen by Shane David Hendrikson when he took over my property like a Nazi out of Paris.
I tolerate Detroit Redwing nonsense from time to time to battle boredom, not to align with falsehood such as 'Detroit Fights Cancer'. The fact is that each individual person has to try to combat all forms of disease. It is not always kind to 'rewind' and backtrack through your memory, but it is frequently necessary to remember and not forgive based on lack of repentance after obvious cases of sin. Suppose only day 952 of a tribulation count has been completed and you made aware that the name 'Burish' actually is latched Strong's Hebrew word #952. What did you 'declare' to others to indicate who you trust? I didn't go along with the 'crowd' that is sending a Christmas card to my friend, Getrude Lozon. I didn't eat the 'Sam's Club' cake that had too many chemicals in MY opinion. i really didn't like having my picture taken by Chalma Lumley since I do know that photos taken with electronic devices are often are misused, seem like an invasion of reasonable privacy and are sometimes carelessly passed on to potentially dangerous people.
I'm still waiting for my son to keep his word that he is going to send me pictures of my grandchildren; should I have to wait years or until the tribulation has ended? In the meantime, 'Clifford The Big Red Dog' books are less offensive than the material that Carolyn Clifford's television gang reveals on a day to day basis.
Has it been the result of studying that a used Adam Burish #37 jersey now reminds me of Marshall University, an Ohio road next to route 68, Hebrew word #952, my uncle Thaddeus the wealthy UW-Badger who was born in 1937AD, tricky Bob Skaradzinki teams, Richard Nixon and March 7th, which is my grandson Levi's birthday? It has been a difficult day and at the end of it, what I really wondered was if my grandchildren have already forgotten me or had the gifts that I gave them hidden from their sight, including a tiny picture of me on a small map of Milwaukee.
It's not painless being aborted, and it is not paindless to drive southbound on Michigan route 53 and recall people after sighting the names Clifford, Montgomery, Barnes and Stiles all in neat street row before overlooking a book by Dave Shannon suggestng that 'Dave Is In Trouble'.
Now I get to see a reminder or Ottawa after being disgusted by seeing Martin St. Louis and Martin Brodeur failed to defend righteousness and holiness as they sat around in their television gear without objecting to being part of the same class as 2 females hockey players who have decided to reject the concept of holiness while they apparently have been allowed to create an unholy, fatherless environment for 3 children who couldn't possibly be their natural children.
Protecting a puck is useless if you are unwilling to protect and defend children and yourself from liars and from the doctrines of demons who are teaching contrary to Yehovah's message, which was delivered to earth by actual prophets who were literal real people with unusual, uncommon and holy attitudes. Electronic images can never possibly represent an actual deity on earth nor will a person be sealed in the 144,000 by an electronic image. It might or might not be painful to watch the Mentor Sharks assemble in Michigan, since I will still be wondering where Levi is and what Havilah and Autumn Rayne are doing and thinking. Last names were never a priority in the book of Moshe Ben Amram.
A few people asked me how my trip to Wisconsin went, and eventually I decided my journey went better than the Titanic. Somewhere out there, beneath the light of the silvery moon, someone's thinking of me and possibly hating me rather than holding on to 16 as long as he can. Unhappy endings happen by providence or by choice. If the NHL was really trying to 'fight' cancer, grapefruit juice (Booster Juice has some good products) and steamed broccoli would be sold at their events and products like Coca-cola and pork products would be banned.
Frauds will be frauds. Not every lamp from Square D office was created equal to a a lamp with a 'Peterkin' nightshade and no electric lamp is created equal to a double wicked brass hurricane lamp that I purchased when I was known as a 'Xavier' in North Carolina and was stolen by Shane David Hendrikson when he took over my property like a Nazi out of Paris.
I tolerate Detroit Redwing nonsense from time to time to battle boredom, not to align with falsehood such as 'Detroit Fights Cancer'. The fact is that each individual person has to try to combat all forms of disease. It is not always kind to 'rewind' and backtrack through your memory, but it is frequently necessary to remember and not forgive based on lack of repentance after obvious cases of sin. Suppose only day 952 of a tribulation count has been completed and you made aware that the name 'Burish' actually is latched Strong's Hebrew word #952. What did you 'declare' to others to indicate who you trust? I didn't go along with the 'crowd' that is sending a Christmas card to my friend, Getrude Lozon. I didn't eat the 'Sam's Club' cake that had too many chemicals in MY opinion. i really didn't like having my picture taken by Chalma Lumley since I do know that photos taken with electronic devices are often are misused, seem like an invasion of reasonable privacy and are sometimes carelessly passed on to potentially dangerous people.
I'm still waiting for my son to keep his word that he is going to send me pictures of my grandchildren; should I have to wait years or until the tribulation has ended? In the meantime, 'Clifford The Big Red Dog' books are less offensive than the material that Carolyn Clifford's television gang reveals on a day to day basis.
Has it been the result of studying that a used Adam Burish #37 jersey now reminds me of Marshall University, an Ohio road next to route 68, Hebrew word #952, my uncle Thaddeus the wealthy UW-Badger who was born in 1937AD, tricky Bob Skaradzinki teams, Richard Nixon and March 7th, which is my grandson Levi's birthday? It has been a difficult day and at the end of it, what I really wondered was if my grandchildren have already forgotten me or had the gifts that I gave them hidden from their sight, including a tiny picture of me on a small map of Milwaukee.
It's not painless being aborted, and it is not paindless to drive southbound on Michigan route 53 and recall people after sighting the names Clifford, Montgomery, Barnes and Stiles all in neat street row before overlooking a book by Dave Shannon suggestng that 'Dave Is In Trouble'.
Now I get to see a reminder or Ottawa after being disgusted by seeing Martin St. Louis and Martin Brodeur failed to defend righteousness and holiness as they sat around in their television gear without objecting to being part of the same class as 2 females hockey players who have decided to reject the concept of holiness while they apparently have been allowed to create an unholy, fatherless environment for 3 children who couldn't possibly be their natural children.
Protecting a puck is useless if you are unwilling to protect and defend children and yourself from liars and from the doctrines of demons who are teaching contrary to Yehovah's message, which was delivered to earth by actual prophets who were literal real people with unusual, uncommon and holy attitudes. Electronic images can never possibly represent an actual deity on earth nor will a person be sealed in the 144,000 by an electronic image. It might or might not be painful to watch the Mentor Sharks assemble in Michigan, since I will still be wondering where Levi is and what Havilah and Autumn Rayne are doing and thinking. Last names were never a priority in the book of Moshe Ben Amram.
A few people asked me how my trip to Wisconsin went, and eventually I decided my journey went better than the Titanic. Somewhere out there, beneath the light of the silvery moon, someone's thinking of me and possibly hating me rather than holding on to 16 as long as he can. Unhappy endings happen by providence or by choice. If the NHL was really trying to 'fight' cancer, grapefruit juice (Booster Juice has some good products) and steamed broccoli would be sold at their events and products like Coca-cola and pork products would be banned.
Wednesday, November 14, 2018
Must I Feel Like An Aborted Child By Providence?
There are some true parallels between my spirit and the spirit of an aborted baby. The more I declined the option of intentional sin in the presence of my family members, the more my mother seemed to 'unlike' me for some Catholic reason, I suppose. Is it by providence I am supposed to get some indication of what it feels like to be an unwanted daughter?
I don't know if I should be angry with my mother or weep for my mother because of her decision to let me leave her dwelling without feeling loved. For awhile, she seemed to care about me, but something changed in her attitude which caught me by surprise. An baby in a womb does not expect to be aborted because for awhile, the baby was protected by her mother with or without the help of 'the father'. I had seen my son get forced out of my household by Shane Hendrikson after they had a fight, but I felt horrified and wept because of the fight between son and Shane Hendrikson; I suppose my son doesn't remember my sadness when he was ejected by Shane D. Hendrikson, but I remember my sorrows.
While returning to what I distantly refer to as 'Stalag 1', I delayed my return to hear and see people who were being paid to care for my needs in a hotel. I needed to feel a contrast from the apathy my mother and father had when I left their dwelling when my presence and my anti-sin nature was no longer desired by my parents. I left behind a package of caramel corn unintentionally and some information on Steven Basting intentionally to make me laugh and counter some psychic reading advertising in the hotel. After being a bit rejuvenated, I rolled my way through Michigan, listening to a 'Chicago 21' cassette tape. Some of the songs matched my emotions, and tears did not make my wrinkles nor my very plain face disappear.
Does the spirit of an aborted child look for consolation? I looked at my surroundings away from my parents, seeking for a symbol of love and concern for me. A picture that depicts Yeshua praying and looking over Jerusalem got moved closer to my sleeping quarters and I was comforted by a reminder that 4 children of pro-Yehovah parents love me in my anti-sin state of mind, namely Noah, Caleb, Lila and Sean, I framed a map drawn by my 5 year old frined Noah, and Noah's family cared when I arrived at their dwelling and when I left their dwelling. The map covered up a photo of me with my siblings and parents because the map brings me joy and the photo is now painful to look at.
An aborted baby does not make long term term plans, but the baby's spirit still exists and is innocent. I really don't know how to approach the upcoming weeks, but the world looks as full of sin as the hands of an abortionist. Pro-Christmas gatherings are contrary to Yehovah and stupid Las Vegas Knight shows depict sword violence and harlotry. Meanwhile, Jonathan Toews represents a spirit much better than the spirit of Las Vegas. Even an infant that has made it through 7 months and is exposed to this world is not able to destroy the evil that they see around them because the infant is too weak and is unable to explain why he or she is crying.
By providence, I am going through a very painful experience that I did not expect to occur. I am going to trust Yehovah not to abandon me and to strengthen me when I am surrounded by the anti-Yehovah spirit of 'Christmas'. It has crossed my mind that my first encounter with all 3 of my grandchildren might be also be my last encounter with them. If how I 'finished' matters, I displayed love, not evil, to my parents and grandchildren when I was last allowed time with them and that fact is important because my conscience is not seared.
My spirit and body might actually be in a state of shock because people I still love very much have become professionals at withholding compassion from me. I cannot find the words to make myself laugh tonight, this 7th day of the 8th month.
I don't know if I should be angry with my mother or weep for my mother because of her decision to let me leave her dwelling without feeling loved. For awhile, she seemed to care about me, but something changed in her attitude which caught me by surprise. An baby in a womb does not expect to be aborted because for awhile, the baby was protected by her mother with or without the help of 'the father'. I had seen my son get forced out of my household by Shane Hendrikson after they had a fight, but I felt horrified and wept because of the fight between son and Shane Hendrikson; I suppose my son doesn't remember my sadness when he was ejected by Shane D. Hendrikson, but I remember my sorrows.
While returning to what I distantly refer to as 'Stalag 1', I delayed my return to hear and see people who were being paid to care for my needs in a hotel. I needed to feel a contrast from the apathy my mother and father had when I left their dwelling when my presence and my anti-sin nature was no longer desired by my parents. I left behind a package of caramel corn unintentionally and some information on Steven Basting intentionally to make me laugh and counter some psychic reading advertising in the hotel. After being a bit rejuvenated, I rolled my way through Michigan, listening to a 'Chicago 21' cassette tape. Some of the songs matched my emotions, and tears did not make my wrinkles nor my very plain face disappear.
Does the spirit of an aborted child look for consolation? I looked at my surroundings away from my parents, seeking for a symbol of love and concern for me. A picture that depicts Yeshua praying and looking over Jerusalem got moved closer to my sleeping quarters and I was comforted by a reminder that 4 children of pro-Yehovah parents love me in my anti-sin state of mind, namely Noah, Caleb, Lila and Sean, I framed a map drawn by my 5 year old frined Noah, and Noah's family cared when I arrived at their dwelling and when I left their dwelling. The map covered up a photo of me with my siblings and parents because the map brings me joy and the photo is now painful to look at.
An aborted baby does not make long term term plans, but the baby's spirit still exists and is innocent. I really don't know how to approach the upcoming weeks, but the world looks as full of sin as the hands of an abortionist. Pro-Christmas gatherings are contrary to Yehovah and stupid Las Vegas Knight shows depict sword violence and harlotry. Meanwhile, Jonathan Toews represents a spirit much better than the spirit of Las Vegas. Even an infant that has made it through 7 months and is exposed to this world is not able to destroy the evil that they see around them because the infant is too weak and is unable to explain why he or she is crying.
By providence, I am going through a very painful experience that I did not expect to occur. I am going to trust Yehovah not to abandon me and to strengthen me when I am surrounded by the anti-Yehovah spirit of 'Christmas'. It has crossed my mind that my first encounter with all 3 of my grandchildren might be also be my last encounter with them. If how I 'finished' matters, I displayed love, not evil, to my parents and grandchildren when I was last allowed time with them and that fact is important because my conscience is not seared.
My spirit and body might actually be in a state of shock because people I still love very much have become professionals at withholding compassion from me. I cannot find the words to make myself laugh tonight, this 7th day of the 8th month.
Tuesday, November 13, 2018
Check Your Own Family Standard Of Fishy Divorce Scales
I just completed a successful tea bag experiment with a Keurig brewing machine. You can be more environmentally correct by placing any type of tea bag ( I used a Bigelow tea bag with a string section attached) in the space that had been designed for the expensive small ground coffee and dry tea containers and the resulting hot tea will be made without adding more plastic garbage to your local garbage dump area and with less cost to YOU. Now, I might have a reason to buy a Keurig to place my Celestial Seasoning tea bags in with my consent.
Since I only petitioned for divorce one time in a case where abandonment and adultery was established, recheck your own past divorce requests before you claim you are not anti-Yeshua or anti-Yehovah.
Anti-Yeshua Divorce Case #1: IF you petitioned for divorce after you were hit one time by your spouse during a dispute (where self-defense was an issue for both parties) AND no actual temporary flesh wound nor permanent injury occurred to you, your standard of divorce is not consistent with the person Catholics and Christians refer to as 'Jesus Christ' nor is it consistent with your marital vows because you did not have to fight to the death to defend yourself. A separation, counseling and forgiveness could have kept you possibly aligned with the tribe of Judah representatives such as Yeshua.
Anti-Yehovah Legal Case #2: IF you divorced your spouse because he or she got a non-fatal illness, you willfully broke an official state authorized judicial ORDER of marriage and should have been arrested for perjury if you uttered the typical Sunday-keeping church vows in front of witnesses. ( If you attend or trust a Sunday sabbath church, you actually are anti-Yehovah by definition.)
Non-Yehovah Marriage Case #3: IF you met the requirements for being anti-Yeshua as described by Divorce Case #1, you are less deserving of a future 'mulligan/mercy' option than a person who requested a divorce after he or she was attacked with the smoke from cigarettes multiple times without his or her consent since repeated intake of second-hand smoke does more harm to the body than receiving one push of the hand from your WEAKER spouse. I've seem family pets cause scratches to men and women who don't force their pets out of their household after being physically harmed by their dog, and those men and women who allowed dogs in their houses that injured them or their family members will be considered extreme hypocrites if they want their spouse eliminated from their family after a dispute where no flesh wound has been caused by the person the divorce petitioner wants out of his or her household. Non-Yehovah people usually don't attend Sunday church services and might fear the forces of nature more than fearing 'the father' that many people pray to when they can't locate a representative of Gad.
The above opinions are not intended to be a laughing matter. Far too many divorces are approved of by attorneys, family members and judges who should have ordered the unjust petitioner to drop the divorce request and demand that the petitioner and the respondent 'Go and sin no more!'.
If you married a cigarette smoker, it was certainly not with the knowledge or consent of Yehovah. If you married a pork and oyster eater, it certainly was not with the knowledge and consent of Yehovah. If you have remained married to a spouse that is sick, behaves in a disorderly manner ( is not a good house keeper), that you do not love or that you had suspected of being unfaithful to you in the past, you might have remained married with the grace, knowledge and consent of Yehovah.
It might be wiser sleeping with a D.A.R.E. bear than running with a naughty devil.
Since I only petitioned for divorce one time in a case where abandonment and adultery was established, recheck your own past divorce requests before you claim you are not anti-Yeshua or anti-Yehovah.
Anti-Yeshua Divorce Case #1: IF you petitioned for divorce after you were hit one time by your spouse during a dispute (where self-defense was an issue for both parties) AND no actual temporary flesh wound nor permanent injury occurred to you, your standard of divorce is not consistent with the person Catholics and Christians refer to as 'Jesus Christ' nor is it consistent with your marital vows because you did not have to fight to the death to defend yourself. A separation, counseling and forgiveness could have kept you possibly aligned with the tribe of Judah representatives such as Yeshua.
Anti-Yehovah Legal Case #2: IF you divorced your spouse because he or she got a non-fatal illness, you willfully broke an official state authorized judicial ORDER of marriage and should have been arrested for perjury if you uttered the typical Sunday-keeping church vows in front of witnesses. ( If you attend or trust a Sunday sabbath church, you actually are anti-Yehovah by definition.)
Non-Yehovah Marriage Case #3: IF you met the requirements for being anti-Yeshua as described by Divorce Case #1, you are less deserving of a future 'mulligan/mercy' option than a person who requested a divorce after he or she was attacked with the smoke from cigarettes multiple times without his or her consent since repeated intake of second-hand smoke does more harm to the body than receiving one push of the hand from your WEAKER spouse. I've seem family pets cause scratches to men and women who don't force their pets out of their household after being physically harmed by their dog, and those men and women who allowed dogs in their houses that injured them or their family members will be considered extreme hypocrites if they want their spouse eliminated from their family after a dispute where no flesh wound has been caused by the person the divorce petitioner wants out of his or her household. Non-Yehovah people usually don't attend Sunday church services and might fear the forces of nature more than fearing 'the father' that many people pray to when they can't locate a representative of Gad.
The above opinions are not intended to be a laughing matter. Far too many divorces are approved of by attorneys, family members and judges who should have ordered the unjust petitioner to drop the divorce request and demand that the petitioner and the respondent 'Go and sin no more!'.
If you married a cigarette smoker, it was certainly not with the knowledge or consent of Yehovah. If you married a pork and oyster eater, it certainly was not with the knowledge and consent of Yehovah. If you have remained married to a spouse that is sick, behaves in a disorderly manner ( is not a good house keeper), that you do not love or that you had suspected of being unfaithful to you in the past, you might have remained married with the grace, knowledge and consent of Yehovah.
It might be wiser sleeping with a D.A.R.E. bear than running with a naughty devil.
Kiski Is In The Book Of Chronicles!!!
Some of my favorite relatives have been raised up in the Kiski school system, so my findings this morning were as exciting to me as seeing word #3977, clearly tied to the word ''Mosinee'.
Once you admit that the King James Version is NOT perfect and actually is often is inconsistent when twisting words from Hebrew to English that I know I, Marie, HAVE come up with a better way to translate consonants from Hebrew to English. Now that I have realized that pork lard is trying to get sold and dumped into more products than toothpaste, I will cautiously continue with some Qu'ran news.
It seems as though the word Blaze is used many times in the Qu'ran and the acronym I left behind at the greenheck field house for the B.L.A.Z.E. is:
Brett
Lindros
Allied
280 Z
Education
It seems that the Qu-ran does agree with the 6 days of creation report rather than with the 12 days of Christmas nonsense since no man or woman in his proper holy mind would gift a person a gang of mulitple ladies dancing or 5 golden rings when 1 gold ring should be sufficient for a virtuous, non-lesbian woman.
It's bad news when I see a word that starts with a 'Chet' translated to 'Hizki'. It's strange news when Matt Stafford stays in a vertical position and a Chicago Bear ( maybe #96) still gets credit for a sack! It's good news when I look at Hebrew word #2395 and can change a word that means 'strong', namely, Chet Zion Qoph Yod into my logical consistent translation to English/Hebrew
CZQY/YQZC... which reads l in English like 'Kiski'. A transliteration of 'Chizqi' is more logical translation than the appearrance of 'Hizki', since H should consistently be the letter 'Hey' not 'Chet'..
'Chizqi'( or YQZC) is a 1 timer name in the book of Chronicles mentioned as a descendent of Benjamin; and I have not forgotten the quiet Wolf Creek trails in eastern USA a bit north of Charlotte, NC. I was concerned about the status of ' USA Indians' during the Richard Nixon administration, but now I am more concerned about the safety and status of the anti-casino scattered tribes guided by Yehovah's good forces. If Brad Scott wants to assume Yehovah either won't or Yehovah can't intercede for the people of Ishmael, then Brad Scott of P.O. Box 97, Vernal, Utah is more of a fool than the woman who removed the hog casing from my cajun whitefish sausage. Has Brad Scott lost his concept of Hagar's tears due to inhaling too much of Carol Bradford's secondhand cigarette smoke? A man wearing a 'Jolly 97' watermelon rancher might respond better than a post office box to an audible. Simeon Rice # 97 jersey that doesn't have a Tampa Bay marking on it can become holier and safer than a mechanical drone spying on Michigan Route 97 cars! Shame on Brad Scott for never delivering to me the contact information I requested 3 times about the former Air Force pilot who led our camel in the state of Israel.
Why am I trying to guide possible atheists toward belief in Yehovah and trust a remnant of people who have been studying the Qu-ran and the books of Moshe Ben Amram? Because my original 'Catholic' team stopped trying to defend me years ago when they let the father of my son get away with adultery and failure to pay child support and my former 'protestant' team never even tried to defend me when Shane David Hendrikson declared himself to be anti-commandment man and committed felonies against me.
It is somewhat of a bittersweet memory of 'The Interiors Department, INC' to sit at a desk in the Holiday Inn Express and use a printer and a computer that actually work and that have not been stolen by Cheryl L. Hendrikson or her anti-commandment 'Cuba City' Wisconsin husband.
I still do not have anything better to do than be anti-crime, anti-criminal and pro-Yehovah in my works. Maybe if I could babysit for my grandchildren, I would be less likely to remind others of what they did or failed to do after they 'got baptized' as an adult and claimed Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior even though the Scriptures state that it is YEHOVAH who is able to save.
Unequal and opposite reaction scenario:
If you decided to be pro-Sieve, anti-Lucifer and anti-Pluto, you will try to keep a Sieve and evade Lucifer and Pluto but that might not prevent Lucifer and Pluto from approaching you and finding out you are anti-Lucifer and anti-Pluto.
Once you admit that the King James Version is NOT perfect and actually is often is inconsistent when twisting words from Hebrew to English that I know I, Marie, HAVE come up with a better way to translate consonants from Hebrew to English. Now that I have realized that pork lard is trying to get sold and dumped into more products than toothpaste, I will cautiously continue with some Qu'ran news.
It seems as though the word Blaze is used many times in the Qu'ran and the acronym I left behind at the greenheck field house for the B.L.A.Z.E. is:
Brett
Lindros
Allied
280 Z
Education
It seems that the Qu-ran does agree with the 6 days of creation report rather than with the 12 days of Christmas nonsense since no man or woman in his proper holy mind would gift a person a gang of mulitple ladies dancing or 5 golden rings when 1 gold ring should be sufficient for a virtuous, non-lesbian woman.
It's bad news when I see a word that starts with a 'Chet' translated to 'Hizki'. It's strange news when Matt Stafford stays in a vertical position and a Chicago Bear ( maybe #96) still gets credit for a sack! It's good news when I look at Hebrew word #2395 and can change a word that means 'strong', namely, Chet Zion Qoph Yod into my logical consistent translation to English/Hebrew
CZQY/YQZC... which reads l in English like 'Kiski'. A transliteration of 'Chizqi' is more logical translation than the appearrance of 'Hizki', since H should consistently be the letter 'Hey' not 'Chet'..
'Chizqi'( or YQZC) is a 1 timer name in the book of Chronicles mentioned as a descendent of Benjamin; and I have not forgotten the quiet Wolf Creek trails in eastern USA a bit north of Charlotte, NC. I was concerned about the status of ' USA Indians' during the Richard Nixon administration, but now I am more concerned about the safety and status of the anti-casino scattered tribes guided by Yehovah's good forces. If Brad Scott wants to assume Yehovah either won't or Yehovah can't intercede for the people of Ishmael, then Brad Scott of P.O. Box 97, Vernal, Utah is more of a fool than the woman who removed the hog casing from my cajun whitefish sausage. Has Brad Scott lost his concept of Hagar's tears due to inhaling too much of Carol Bradford's secondhand cigarette smoke? A man wearing a 'Jolly 97' watermelon rancher might respond better than a post office box to an audible. Simeon Rice # 97 jersey that doesn't have a Tampa Bay marking on it can become holier and safer than a mechanical drone spying on Michigan Route 97 cars! Shame on Brad Scott for never delivering to me the contact information I requested 3 times about the former Air Force pilot who led our camel in the state of Israel.
Why am I trying to guide possible atheists toward belief in Yehovah and trust a remnant of people who have been studying the Qu-ran and the books of Moshe Ben Amram? Because my original 'Catholic' team stopped trying to defend me years ago when they let the father of my son get away with adultery and failure to pay child support and my former 'protestant' team never even tried to defend me when Shane David Hendrikson declared himself to be anti-commandment man and committed felonies against me.
It is somewhat of a bittersweet memory of 'The Interiors Department, INC' to sit at a desk in the Holiday Inn Express and use a printer and a computer that actually work and that have not been stolen by Cheryl L. Hendrikson or her anti-commandment 'Cuba City' Wisconsin husband.
I still do not have anything better to do than be anti-crime, anti-criminal and pro-Yehovah in my works. Maybe if I could babysit for my grandchildren, I would be less likely to remind others of what they did or failed to do after they 'got baptized' as an adult and claimed Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior even though the Scriptures state that it is YEHOVAH who is able to save.
Unequal and opposite reaction scenario:
If you decided to be pro-Sieve, anti-Lucifer and anti-Pluto, you will try to keep a Sieve and evade Lucifer and Pluto but that might not prevent Lucifer and Pluto from approaching you and finding out you are anti-Lucifer and anti-Pluto.
Passing Through Mackinaw Without Joshua: CaUTiON!
Since I am 'anti-Perry Stone' and have no ties with MIchael Rood's #7300 brood of carelessly trained military veterans, I will freely present anti-drone information for the Word #8300 remnant team. When staying at the Holiday Inn Express, you might be able to survive in the presence of your enemy or your adversary, but you must be your own defenseman and make good holy decisions, something that a mechanical beast known as a 'drone'.
When trying not to avoid fasting in Mackinaw, beware of the lard (typically pork) in most of the pasties. The cheesy vegetable pasty I had a crust made with vegetable shortening and vegan pasties are available across from Krueger's fish market if you have decided to believe Yehovah rather than some vague title of ' the father'.
Next, the Kretchner's bologna labeled 'beef bologna' also had pork in it and if it were not for my brother John's verbal warning to me in Michigan a few years ago I might have assumed that there was no pork in the bologna labeled 'beef bologna'. Protestant Europeans ( similar to Assyrians) and those seeking to get wealthy quickly typically rather deceive people than lead them to the book of Leviticus or a frozen vegan pasty. The difference between Assyrians and Issachar is similar to the difference between Dumbo and Jumbo the elephant, and Jumbo the circus elephant behaved carelessly in bondage but 'Dumbo' is not even real! Shame on the Mackinaw stores that try to mislead stray, intentionally deployed Israelites that are attempting to get sealed but not necessarily revealed.
Unlike Chevy Chase in 'Fletch', I do not have a picture of a man with a lamb behind me and an electronic image of 'Mr. Potato Head' in front of me while I report on the state of Michigan's treacherous anti-Zebulun trails. I did show up alive and well at the PNC for a cup of silent hot 'the' ( French tea no-bluff school) and once again saw SnOOPY code 118 instead of Jim Staley or worse, Joe Staley. I heard no compliments from my hot tea, so I don't consider it 'complimentary' but I do consider it to be a nifty bonus gift for PNC customers.
I am trying to recall the advice I gave to my niece so I purchased a bag of caramel corn that I should not consume until after dusk on Friday. With all the purchases I have made, I would not be lying if I said I was on a business trip. On most trips away from family and friends, business transactions are completed on a regular basis so clearly, I am in Mackinaw for business purposes now. Fisky business happens when whitefish is made into sausage and stuffed into hog casings. Since there are no 'kosher' nor 'halal' options in this turf that is still Rick Snyder and Dan Schuette's anti-Yehovah problem, I decided to ask an employee of Krueger's fish market to remove the hog casings from the fish sausage, and I will sample it's flavor without eating the hog. For the Jewish gangs who thinks I am sinning by eating the fish sausage after removing the hog casings, I clearly am trying to AVOID intentional sin, Does any human skin flakes end up in your matza balls? Have you even chewed and swallowed your own finger nails intentionally not considering whether or not you have been declared to be 'clean'? Of course, human skin flakes end up in your mazta balls so clearly a trace of unclean flesh typically ends up in a meal labeled 'kosher' or 'halal' unless sheep in a shop learn how to butcher, package and sell their mutton's ground lamb products!
This area is not much different than Door County, Wisconsin in the winter of about 1985 with my toddler son, Richard because that was what I could AFFORD to do for a vacation after his father abandoned us for Carla Derringer and did not provide for me as if I was his widow. A bit of 'Davidic' commentaries indicated that a woman was considered to be in widow status if her adulterous husband no longer was sexually active with her but was providing for her financially. Since none of my 3 prior husbands provide for me financially now, by definition they are worse than an infidel and because they have not shown me mercy, they will not be shown mercy by me no matter how many 'Jackson Mine' and Michigan copper mine reminders arise between Houghton and Muskegon. I have been aware of a few men who have been forced to pay alimony by judges and those men should be thankful if they had a judge who might have been interested in their final spiritual outcome rather than in their immediate 'petitioner' status.
Sure, this hotel is actually a puzzle palace now with affordable room rates, but one unfinished puzzle is not even as useful as Haydn's 77th Symphony in B Flat while trying to determine if the earth is round and bumpy or a bumpy sphere. I am studying Michigan's fresh water lines even though I know that the moon is a most likely a sphere rather than a flat disc made by Eric Frisbee. If it were not for the 'rate' goodness that the woman from New Mexico showed me when I was seeking lodging for one night, I would not have been able to do my angelic duties in Emmet county for more than 1 day and 2 nights. It is not vexing my spirit to see fake turkeys, knowing full well it takes 12 strikes in a row to max out in a bowling game. It is interesting to see that a 'scarecrow' seems to have replaced the image of a witch on a broomstick, considering I have referred to Mikell Clayton as a scarecrow because he brags about his firearms ( Wizard of Oz idiom) training but has not considered the jacinth I gifted to his wife, Kathy, to be of any weighty significance.
Was it a coincidence that while Nick Mullens was NOT representing the tribe of Levi in San Frnacisco that Perry Stone has planned to go to Mullens, West Virginia rather than to Larry Mizewski's anti-Simeon party lines. Some real students of the Torah do believe this is the 9th month of the year, and if the 8th month people are a 'rear guard', we are not wavering from our lunar cycle, solar cycle and agricultural based decision to refrain from commencing a new year prior to the spring solstice.
My next post will be interesting to the people of the Kiski school district and to the BLAZE hockey team than practices at DC Everest high school areas.
When trying not to avoid fasting in Mackinaw, beware of the lard (typically pork) in most of the pasties. The cheesy vegetable pasty I had a crust made with vegetable shortening and vegan pasties are available across from Krueger's fish market if you have decided to believe Yehovah rather than some vague title of ' the father'.
Next, the Kretchner's bologna labeled 'beef bologna' also had pork in it and if it were not for my brother John's verbal warning to me in Michigan a few years ago I might have assumed that there was no pork in the bologna labeled 'beef bologna'. Protestant Europeans ( similar to Assyrians) and those seeking to get wealthy quickly typically rather deceive people than lead them to the book of Leviticus or a frozen vegan pasty. The difference between Assyrians and Issachar is similar to the difference between Dumbo and Jumbo the elephant, and Jumbo the circus elephant behaved carelessly in bondage but 'Dumbo' is not even real! Shame on the Mackinaw stores that try to mislead stray, intentionally deployed Israelites that are attempting to get sealed but not necessarily revealed.
Unlike Chevy Chase in 'Fletch', I do not have a picture of a man with a lamb behind me and an electronic image of 'Mr. Potato Head' in front of me while I report on the state of Michigan's treacherous anti-Zebulun trails. I did show up alive and well at the PNC for a cup of silent hot 'the' ( French tea no-bluff school) and once again saw SnOOPY code 118 instead of Jim Staley or worse, Joe Staley. I heard no compliments from my hot tea, so I don't consider it 'complimentary' but I do consider it to be a nifty bonus gift for PNC customers.
I am trying to recall the advice I gave to my niece so I purchased a bag of caramel corn that I should not consume until after dusk on Friday. With all the purchases I have made, I would not be lying if I said I was on a business trip. On most trips away from family and friends, business transactions are completed on a regular basis so clearly, I am in Mackinaw for business purposes now. Fisky business happens when whitefish is made into sausage and stuffed into hog casings. Since there are no 'kosher' nor 'halal' options in this turf that is still Rick Snyder and Dan Schuette's anti-Yehovah problem, I decided to ask an employee of Krueger's fish market to remove the hog casings from the fish sausage, and I will sample it's flavor without eating the hog. For the Jewish gangs who thinks I am sinning by eating the fish sausage after removing the hog casings, I clearly am trying to AVOID intentional sin, Does any human skin flakes end up in your matza balls? Have you even chewed and swallowed your own finger nails intentionally not considering whether or not you have been declared to be 'clean'? Of course, human skin flakes end up in your mazta balls so clearly a trace of unclean flesh typically ends up in a meal labeled 'kosher' or 'halal' unless sheep in a shop learn how to butcher, package and sell their mutton's ground lamb products!
This area is not much different than Door County, Wisconsin in the winter of about 1985 with my toddler son, Richard because that was what I could AFFORD to do for a vacation after his father abandoned us for Carla Derringer and did not provide for me as if I was his widow. A bit of 'Davidic' commentaries indicated that a woman was considered to be in widow status if her adulterous husband no longer was sexually active with her but was providing for her financially. Since none of my 3 prior husbands provide for me financially now, by definition they are worse than an infidel and because they have not shown me mercy, they will not be shown mercy by me no matter how many 'Jackson Mine' and Michigan copper mine reminders arise between Houghton and Muskegon. I have been aware of a few men who have been forced to pay alimony by judges and those men should be thankful if they had a judge who might have been interested in their final spiritual outcome rather than in their immediate 'petitioner' status.
Sure, this hotel is actually a puzzle palace now with affordable room rates, but one unfinished puzzle is not even as useful as Haydn's 77th Symphony in B Flat while trying to determine if the earth is round and bumpy or a bumpy sphere. I am studying Michigan's fresh water lines even though I know that the moon is a most likely a sphere rather than a flat disc made by Eric Frisbee. If it were not for the 'rate' goodness that the woman from New Mexico showed me when I was seeking lodging for one night, I would not have been able to do my angelic duties in Emmet county for more than 1 day and 2 nights. It is not vexing my spirit to see fake turkeys, knowing full well it takes 12 strikes in a row to max out in a bowling game. It is interesting to see that a 'scarecrow' seems to have replaced the image of a witch on a broomstick, considering I have referred to Mikell Clayton as a scarecrow because he brags about his firearms ( Wizard of Oz idiom) training but has not considered the jacinth I gifted to his wife, Kathy, to be of any weighty significance.
Was it a coincidence that while Nick Mullens was NOT representing the tribe of Levi in San Frnacisco that Perry Stone has planned to go to Mullens, West Virginia rather than to Larry Mizewski's anti-Simeon party lines. Some real students of the Torah do believe this is the 9th month of the year, and if the 8th month people are a 'rear guard', we are not wavering from our lunar cycle, solar cycle and agricultural based decision to refrain from commencing a new year prior to the spring solstice.
My next post will be interesting to the people of the Kiski school district and to the BLAZE hockey team than practices at DC Everest high school areas.
Monday, November 12, 2018
Home Plate Changes For An Alley Cat
When I recognize Leo Genn in a movie faking WWII scenes without Olivia deHaviland, it is because I can still see without a telescope.When I heard a song called 'The Last Watch' a bit after 'Bridge Over Troubled Water', I cried because I felt like the people of Stevens Point have one last night to 'love me' rather than force drugs into me. Should it be with regrets that 224 Georgia Street North can never feel like 'home' to me? I had described 'home' as a place where people care when you arrive and care when you leave, but for the first time in my life neither my father nor my mother seemed to care when I left. I am baffled at their apathy, but not confused about my location and still confident that the words of Psalm 91 will comfort me as much as a wonderful apple from Marcia and Casimir Janowski's orchard.
Maybe Habibi's or the Wicked Willow might feel like 'home' to a person without a more permanent dwelling since the employee's there seemed to care when I arrived and cared when I left. Maybe Wisconsin Rapids might feel more like home since there were people there that cared when I arrived and cared when I left them some good gifts. I learned that I am not the only daughter who has a sibling that will not visit her, and exchanging Iron City beed for pecan pumpkin bread mix is what caring friends can do after discussing a brother that won't set aside time to visit them.
There have been a few times I have powerfully released gifts received from people who no longer loved me enough to spend time with me and certainly seemed to stop loving me due to other draw plays. I threw a Seiko watch into a farmer's field, left behind 2 'Build-a-Bear' items at 1475 Water Street in Stsvens Point because they were too painful to retain. When an item reminds you of what you thought was genuine love, but that love is no longer felt or literally has been stolen from you, it makes no sense to keep that item although it does still make sense to me to keep the commandments of Yehovah.
I will retain a couple empty, rusty beer cans that my brother Robert gave me because although my brother does not seem to know how to behave like a living saint, Milwaukee people have an interest in beer history. I launched a soft stuffed 'Rudolph' item to the same area the bear that emitted 'Happy Mother's Day' was left in, since Christmas and Mother's Day have become painful days to me and many others like me who have Yehovah's appointed times such as the 7th day of rest, Pesach, Yom Kippur and Yom Teruah. Of course, I wonder who took the 2 bears that I left behind and who will pick up the 'Rudolph' that I did not fumble but launched because I know that Yehovah hates the spirit of Christmas, the lies of 'Santa Claus' and the Rudolph Hess types.... but Yehovah does not hate D.A.R.E. bears.
A sibling suggested that the next time I travel to Stevens Point, I should only visit my parents rather than try to help them with garden clean up or household clean up, but that would be contrary to my spirit and I would feel lazy and unthankful to them if I was not able to do some housework and yard work for them. I suppose if they really need help, they can hire someone or ask my male siblings to help them while I just focus on taking care of my own property which my child is not willing to help me with at least once per year.
Somehow, Macomb is going to have to feel like home for awhile since I have to try to care about myself when I arrive and have to care about my safety when I leave for whatever I consider to be 1st base when pesach roles at least 5 months from now. I almost bought a card that had a red fox crrying on the front with the words 'Good Bye' and had 'You'll miss me' on the inside, but it is possible that my parents won't miss me for some spiritual warfare reason. I settled for a sympathy card to send them which says : 'Wishing you Peace' on the outside and on the inside, "May time ease your sorrow and soothe your soul" since my mother clearly was unhappy when I last saw her. My conscience is not vexed because I know the acts of service I have done for my parents over the past few years were good in Yehovah's eyes and what I did made their dwelling safer for them. I felt like it was a free gift to them in the past to clean their garage, thoroughly clean their kitchen and scrubbing their bathrooms as well as I did for my uncle Andrew Beine, vacuum and dust their bedroom and living room, make walking surfaces safer in their yard area and organizing gardening tools in a golf cart. I have brought them good, healthy foods and a few sweet desserts rather than bring them unclean animal products that neither St. Mary nor St. Joseph would have called 'food' if they were placed in their Bethlehem manger.
In order for me to leave Portage county with a good memory, it is the wonderful faces of Marcia and Casimir Janowski that I will seek and find before I leave Portage County like a baby locust who is going to attempt to survive for at least the next 5 months. Maybe my adversaries rather view me as a daughter ejected from her mother's dwelling at the end of the 7th month with a better chance to survive safely for a few years with angelic protection rather than viewing me as child ejected from her mother's womb in the first trimester and sold to a wretched anti-Yehovah research laboratory.
I long for the day there are at least 12,000 Gd's on earth so 12,000 Asher's can be sealed. I'm not interested in guiding any of myths of 'Santa Claus'. Do I need to develop closing statements now?
Thankfully, my old leather 'CAT' (Caterpillar) brand boots can go in and out of bowling alleys or alleys with garages. Thankfully, I don't feel as obese as Matt Patricia even if I am not as thin as Zach Zech or as popular with UWSP hockey people as hockey coach Alex Todd. I'm thankful that I never had to wear a white police officer shirt like the real police women of Cincinnati on OWN television. I'm thankful for every night that is better than October 6,1994 and May 16,1998 since on both of those nights were worse in hindsight than my first day as a high school student or a night alone in the Cobbletone Inn of Stevens Point, WI. I'm thankful I'm never going to have another day like April 20, 2012 because I am never getting divorced again.
The hypocritical female Cincinnati officer who does not like being called 'baby' and wants to be called 'officer' should not being calling men she does not know 'hun' and would improve her own speech pattern be calling men she does not know 'sir',' mr. complainant' or 'mr. suspect' .
The hypocritical female Cincinnati officer who does not like being called 'baby' and wants to be called 'officer' should not being calling men she does not know 'hun' and would improve her own speech pattern be calling men she does not know 'sir',' mr. complainant' or 'mr. suspect' .
Sunday, November 11, 2018
Allowing Sadness: Be Truthful and Be Good
I know there are people who only report or share their success stories online, verbally or in book form. The pages of the Holy Scriptures reveal joys as well as the pain, sorrow and sufferings of various people who have chosen to align with or against Yehovah. If I only reported my successes and victories against demonic spirits and unholy humans, my reports would be unbalanced and as misleading as Joel Olsteen.
When a person chooses to align with Yehovah, testing of your spirit occurs. The man who decided to hate the occupants of a Squirrel Hill synagogue did not instantly decide to hate those people; his hatred of them and who they represented developed over time. If the content of my parents' flesh is like Richard and Nancy Peterson, they will have gotten all they could OUT of me before they decide to unfriend me because I actually try to represent the spirit of Yehovah, not the spirit of St. Louis or Christmas or a red-nosed reindeer. I have emptied my time and talents into so many anti-Yehovah churches with nothing in return but either apathy or obvious cases of hypocrisy displayed to me so many times that I now don't even want to go to Andrew Beine's household. My change in spirit might be like a turtle trying to protect itself by withdrawing and slowly moving away from more attacks. The last time I saw Andrew Beine, we had a very good visit and I just as soon not risk seeing him become like my mother most recently behaved toward me after watching her chosen people known as televised Catholic priests and argumentative televised political reporters.
I have seen and heard some success stories from Kim Barton and Jennifer Karolowicz. Kim Barton wisely was studying the book of Leviticus when I introduced him to the concept of being a living cornerstone who believes he can be sealed into a tribe of YShRAL. My niece Jennifer has made some very good decisions after trusting an uncle who is so much like Shane Hendrikson because he only really only loves money and has a violent temper to protect and serve his money. I am thankful that Jennifer is in a very decent dwelling and that she is open to reading Psalm 91 or 18 rather than only praying the rosary. I encouraged her to REST on Saturday so that she can be aligned with the creator of the universe and to refrain from pork consumption. The advice I gave her was good and it was heard by her, face to face. She opened her dwelling doors to me many times since I became a possible Gadite and we are still friends even though we are relatives. It is the desire of her heart that my son and grandchildren visit me, but that does not yet seem to be the desire of my son's heart because he has not yet decided to believe Moshe Ben Amram's writings.
I did let my relatives in Pennsylvania know I am very sad because of occurrences in Wisconsin, and my brother John's family does care about me and love me, even if I might be a Simeonite or a Benjamite by choice, not by chance. Elvis Presley is never going to be 'king', Aretha Franklin is never going to be my 'queen' and I don't want a UWSP dog towel in my dwelling because I already have a Sudbury Wolf suit and a Chicago Blackhawk towel in my dwelling. It is good to refuse what you do not need or is harmful to you spiritually or physically. Now, if a stuffed fake deer labeled 'Rudolph' ends up in the trash, it is because it is too unrealistic to become a tasty venison bratwurst and the giver of that gift, my brother Robert, unfriended me when I told him the truth about my anti-Packer feelings, my desire to rest rather than argue with my brother on the true sabbath day and my strong anti-cigarette opinions that are not 'off the wall' nor 'off the cuff' positions.
'Evil is spreading like a green bay tree...' Psalm 37 KJV
This post concludes my series on countering sadness. Shalom!
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