If I was a doctor and a patient choking, I suppose if what initially tried to clear the airway didn't work that everyone in the patient's family would expect me to try another way to clear his airway. If I am an angel and the messages I sent to a person who claimed he wanted to 'improve' our relationship BUT evidence seems to indicate he rather ignore or be cruel to this angel because I prefer Truth to lies and honesty rather than deception, I still might try to save the person like a doctor who might try another way to clear an airway of a patient.
Television and movies contort or change names of people. If I write an example of horrid 'Christian' behavior based on a factual story and only refer to people as B, G. BM and GM, there is a very slim chance that it will prick the conscience of the people involved in behavior patterns that are evil rather than kind under the circumstances.
In the following revelation of past facts, F=female M=male MM= male's actual mother FM= female's actual mother HMM = husband of male's actual mother
M and been dating F for a few months and his feelings of affection toward F were quite strong and real. Both M and F emerged from a Christian family in which both sets of parents exhibited plenty of behaviors that the Elohim known as Yehovah would never have approved of. MM did many hours of work on a lake cottage that FM owned and at the end of all MM's efforts, FM was angry and unthankful for the free work MM had done in the cottage.... work that MM was unwilling to do herself.
M and F 'broke up' for awhile, contrary to M's desires. MM tried to be understanding and console M, and he continued on with life in a wounded state of mind. F continued her college courses at Winona State and M remained close to MM's home. Eventually, M hadinspec his hopes renewed when F agreed to date M again. M was so happy his demeanor changed at home and at work, and he may have suspected that F knew she M was a decent young man worth loving and being with. On a weekend near February 14th, M who was filled with hope and excitement because he thought F loved him, traveled from Mosinee to Winona, MN to bring gifts to F in typical Valentine's day customary behavior. His mind was wounded again when F decided she did not really love or care about M, and his real tears were only seen by MM and a law enforcement officerl who stopped him for speeding while on a lonely highway in Wisconsin. The law enforcement officer showed M mercy when F did not, and M returned home in tears but also very angry inside because F had gotten his hopes up.
More than a decade later, M decided he no longer wanted to ' be with' MM because he found a replacement for F. M became a father and a husband, and HMM decided to behave like a typical Christian. HMM broke a covenant, he informed MM he rather be dead than be married to her, he stole money from business accounts which was a crime in Wisconsin, he left written evidence he wanted his 'GOD' to bring another wife to him and M was not only was frightened of HMM's conduct she also was very sad and wounded in mind, just like M was wounded by F. HMM had pretended he wanted to improve the relationship with MM, but he really wanted to completely break the covenant with MM, so he did.
M seemed to approve of covenant breaking. and after many years of loving M, he focused his love on Christian people who do not ove Yehovah nor do they keep his commandments.... people who do not have the Truth in them based on their the very Scriptures they inspect from time to time. MM has focused her love on Yehovah and those willing to learn about Yehovah and has tried to get M to respond properly to her and but he rarely does. When M does not respond kindly, honesty or sincerey to MM, MM is unhappy and first and eventually sadness becomes anger within her. M became like HMM when he got MM's hopes up and then shattered them with intent to prove some sort of case and point. MM expected M's children to be able to contact her, but M is RESTRAINING them, possibly with orders from his wife.
Now, MM has sent a package of very good items to M's family, hoping good gifts might cause him to reconsider his lack of communication with his only true M. M decided long ago not to be a Christian anymore because all the Christians she knew, including herself, did not take the warning and instructions in the Scriptures seriously and the Christians decided to intentionally repeat sins against very patient and perfect Yehovah. M stopped repeating sins against Yehovah, and now M is possibly fearful of MM because she has power and grace even though she is still sad and angry at the same time because of M's behavior against her. MM is unique in her community and her true friends are not fearful of her and help her in her times of anger and sorrow. M most likely is angry with MM because she is unwilling to pretend she is happy, she is unwilling and unable to ever call herself a Christian again because Christianity is opposed to Yehovah's instructions, and additionally M might hate MM as much much as F hated M when she raised his hopes just high enough to make the second wound hurt more than the first wound of M's mind. MM desires to spend time with M's children but some 'Lord' is preventing that yet, Now, MM has to decide that the desire of her heart is food approved of Yehovah's good counsel, since her heart desires proper nourishment to keep her prepared for battle.
If you decide that Psalm 37 means that if you commit your ways 'the Lord', you will get a rare opportunity to only eat foods deemed 'clean' that ' the Lord' provided for you. Eventually even holy, lonely angels can discontinue having human emotions to prevent failure in battles due to unrealistic expectations . Is desiring a wonderful, beautiful marriage to a person who is not a covenant breaker a desire of the mind or the heart? When attempts to love an enemy to life do not cause an enemy to love Yehovah and love life, I suppose the desire of Yehovah's heart and mind will be to battle against his enemies who REJECTED and mocked his kindness toward them and let them be dead rather than letting them co-habitate with Yehovah.
M sometimes seems a lot like the character 'Rolf' in 'The Sound of Music' because he has chosen to align with people who not only hate actual covenant-loving Israelites but he also is probably very confused about WHOM to trust because so many people have deceived him in the past 35 years. MM is not trying to deceive M, but people like HMM have never stopped trying to deceive M.
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What would Pete Malloy do in a Buchenwald situation with no Buch worms in site?
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