Tuesday, February 1, 2022

I'm The Batter Who Fails Against The King&Queen of Diamonds

 With 198 days to go on the left side of recalling Yczequiel's tasks, H2,805 has emerged:      חשב   .

A pitcher and a catcher teamed up many years ago ; they have their signals and their whispered talks frequently but of course, never speak to me, the batter.  When they pitcher and the catcher decide they want to throw a hard pitch at the batter, they do and because the batter has so little opportunity to practice or even try to respond properly to an awkward, off-speed, fast or very anti-straight pitch, the batter fails again in the eyes of every onlooker other than maybe herself and the next batter.

For a batter to fail when at 'home', she would have to refuse to even try to respond properly to what was thrown at her with intentional lack of softball-style, slow pitch method. 

After the catcher sees how the batter failed, she is thrilled with the batter's failure to connect with the delivered 'message' tossed in hard ball fashion.  The pitcher won't even consider helping the batter because he and his catcher represents  Jesus Christ Missionaries and the batter represents Yahwehist Local 3068.

The batter had sent a box of gifts to the pitcher and the catcher, but there was no ' thank you' written on the hard ball. There was really nothing in the delivered message, AKA 'hard ball' that gave the batter any indication that the pitcher and catcher would ever decide they would want or need the batter who kept trying and failing on their team.

When you throw something at a batter every couple years from a distance and in a manner that the batter is not accustomed to from other opposing teams who don't have an animosity toward Yahwehist at heart, the batter will not impress the pitcher anytime in his life, and that happens to be exactly what his catcher desires.

What's a batter to do when it is obvious that the opposition would rather see me fail to hit the hardball that try to send a softball, arched pitch over 'home'? The batter quits paying hardball with missionaries of Jesus Christ completely, because she doesn't trust their coach at all anymore.

Then the batter cries, because failure is a better option than never to have tried at all to get to either the left side at 1st base, behind the pitcher at 2nd or the right side of the pitcher@ 3rd base.  The catcher supposed she 'won' and the batter will never even step up to the plate between her and the pitcher again.

Now I wonder who the on deck batter is now that I, by faith, am not even going to try and connect with something thrown at me with no recent face-to-face history of works of love attached to the hard ball?  Personally, I don't care who it is on deck, as long as I know I still have the right to quit trying to humanly respond to what is thrown at me in an erratic, hard and undiplomatic way time and time again, yet I can recall only ONE time in the past 10 years that the pitcher  has actually agreed to anything I have suggested to keep me in his Jesus Christ missionary ballpark, even as a spectator.  That ONE suggestion was that I be allowed to speak by telephone to the pitcher's daughter. However, when I explained I could not send a card to his daughter because I did not know where she was living, the pitcher's temper flared at that TRUTH her did not want his daughter to know.  

Nevertheless, before proceeding in whatever pitch you intend to throw at your adversary, consider  that  H2496:   חלמיש   has to include geoLOGICAL truth, not fiction or love of lawlessness and popularity in lukewarm places  .

Is the batter manipulative to anyone other than the catcher and the pitcher after the batter actually can attest to only one request agreed to without rigid modifications or attorney-type of demands in the past 10 years by the pitcher and catcher?

I suppose since failure is an option, I will give myself a failing grade at being a grandmother who was never really given a reasonable chance to succeed in that role due to distance and lack of  an opportunity to practice communicating on a regular basis.

 I strive to communicate with Yahweh on a regular basis, and the warnings of gall and wormwood were heard by me this morning. Yet I wonder if I don't respond at all to anything thrown at me suddenly, will I be declared dead or mentally diseased and manipulative? 

 While I still am able to speak kindly toward my parents, my siblings, my neighbors, local law enforcement, hockey companions, bowling buddies and employees of the businesses that don't want me to fail, when I get a failing grade, I'm not going to try to retake any tests tossed at me by a pitcher and his catcher who whispers in his ears 'Don't trust the batter"  even though this batter really does love the pitcher and is trying to work through the damages caused by his intentional absence from her life.

Maybe sharing my experience can help someone else decide it's not shameful to fail if you know you have tried many times to succeed against an adversary who, while representing Jesus Christ Missionaries, has been distant, evasive, erratic toward you  and has preferred to remain UNREACHABLE by you in either a crisis or time of joy or the tedious times in between.

In parable type of  anti-diamond analogy, clubs, spades and hearts seem reachable and willing to play slow-pitch softball. Clear quartz is what the spirit of Napthali is truly best represented by, not expensive, showy diamonds that really aren't capable of being a friend to girl or a sealed man of Zebulun.

Maybe Uriah, Yczequiel, Yerimiyahu or Malachi or the prophet Isaiah   has been on deck and now that I failed as a batter against Jesus Christ Missionaries, HE or the Holy One of Ysrael can step up to the plate with  lifetime experiences of communicating against a team who hasn't yet even tried to enter into 7th day rest, keep the feast of unleavened bread, Yom Kippur or the Feast of booths.

ילוד

Heaven seems to be freezing over.🐧 What could I possibly try  to explain or communicate that Yeremiyahu 10-18 has not already done? How can I be a consistent parent to an adult who will not look at me to see my expressions, yet he or she gazes upon a computer screen waiting for my next weak swing at what was tossed toward me?  I'm always prepared for conflict, since it is impossible to be a Yahwehist and not expect conflicting ideas and methods of operations. 

I've tried, but without any face to face time, even an hour of silence together, there is no way for me to feel cared for, wanted and surely not needed to try to explain what Yeremiyaho has not explained in chapters 10 through 24. It's time for me to focus on the Scriptures and wait, hoping for signs of life though it has been prophesied that in those groups who resist Yahweh and do not resist evil, not even a remnant of Yahweh;s people will be found to shed light in their hiding places. 😥Yeremiyahu chapter 15 and 16 are not  a laughing matter, andmight even be approached as 2 very difficult golf holes to struggle with. Whether Yahweh, Yahuah, Yehowah or Yehovah is how you prefer to look at your leader or your rear guard, do not discard nor ignore the warnings from that specialist of defense.

If you'd like to follow up with what many others have to sing, share or display, please refer to the Youtube collections of  NEIL GUFY B.869, since I have been asked to do some pitching in another battle.  🐢               🏌                  ⛳

Surely I understand the concept of Yeremiyahu 31:20.


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