Thursday, February 8, 2024

When your MIND breaks, what component is missing to MEND?

I hope you choose reconditioning rather than to reform school after closing thoughts with a ד as in גד.

The jacinth is a natural wonder, as is an opal.  Once a stone is broken or cut open, it can't ever return to it's original form but the two pieces that are not discarded can become polished and treasured as gemstones or remain unpolished as wondrous examples of the miracle known as natural geology.  You might look at a house that appears plain on the outside, but when you enter that house you might see beauty and architecture and decor that encourages you and displays the outpouring of the homeowner's amazing and fiscally sound personality. More often, the house you see , whether plain or ornate, has derision, hatred, many malfunctions, addictions, lewdness, hazardous materials in the reach of children and an accumulation of filth within it's walls as is the case of the United States congressional offices and the disgusting occupying unholy  forces within the United States presidential house and the current United States Pentagon building.

My house is nothing like Jill Biden's disgusting house or wickedness because my MIND is functioning well, even during hardships. A woman who fails to correct her husband is either fearful or complicit in his wickedness.  If she is fearful, she'll be fortunate if he leaves her and chooses another victim. If she is complicit, she and her husband deserve sudden destruction.  I know how much courage it took for me to let St. Lucia customs officers know the truth about the value of gifts I was bringing to residents of their island.  My often deceptive  husband whom I met when my MIND was broken,  Shane David Hendrikson,  eventually divorced me to seek his Las Vegas dream of gambling. Shane David Hendrikson was angry because when I, as his wife on a Christian mission trip about 20 years ago, told the truth about gifts we  had for others in our baggage  we had to pay an additional tax after already being taxed in the United States on those gifts.   I was already afraid of Shane Hendrikson's temper, but I was more afraid of being jailed or arrested in a foreign island in addition to being afraid to lie to authorities.  At that time, I still had many problems with asthma and already had been abused many time in the Untied States when I was confined in a hospital that did more harm than good to me.  My son still won't respond to me or write a note to send by mail while he claims to be in Christian ministry in Birmingham, England, but I wonder what my son would have thought of Shane had he been the St. Lucia customs agent.  Some customs agents are corrupt and will accept a lesser bribe while a visitor tries to evade taxation that exists.  I give examples of past occurrences since that is the M part of my MIND that sifts out accurate information as needed.

I've never once seen a complaint submitted to nor received by a district attorney's office that was locked up in a personal diary, hidden in shame when trauma  or abuse was occurring to their mind and body.  Notes  kept secret while describing or planning criminal and harmful acts  are infrequently contained in diary while other household members are unaware of the dangerous person they are harboring or being harbored with .   It is the infrequent occurrences that often cause the most damage. Would someone who objected to a married couple having LEGAL access to each other's diaries in a marital property state also want them to keep separate financial statements, sleep in separate rooms and then abet the wickedness  detected in the writings of the spouse who wanted to keep a  secretive diary ?  Secret diaries are as queer and suspicious as someone who is troubled, goes to a psychologist  and then refuses to share information with the person willing to advise them.  Secret diaries are advocated by family members who don't want to bothered with a report of daily events or have bought into a very delusional concept of secrecy being a  beneficial option within a household.  People who 'blog' already know that secrecy is a vain concept if they actually believe in deities who supposedly 'know everything'.

Considering the contents of the prior paragraph, I'd argue that audible thoughts when you are alone or in public is less suspicious and more beneficial to thought sifting than keeping of a secret diary IF in fact you believe in angelic realms being in your presence and you are not planning wickedness.   What does a musician do when writing music or a poet do when composing a poem if they are forbidden from humming or speaking words while in solitude or in an assembly?  Abusers do not want their victims to speak out.  The willfully ignorant do not want their well-educated  competitors to be heard from. 🚰

This will be my best effort to convince many in years to come to become as the remnant reconnected to a robe of righteousness or a mantle of mercy that unmerciful rulers and wicked judges  won't provide.  As Sergei Federov has contended and as the prophet  has declared, it is how we finish that matters after we have decided that we have been wrong, unjust, unfair, and unmerciful and we yearn to repent and be reconditioned but nor reformed.  Reforming a body is not as desirable as being reconditioned.  If you take a 1970 Ford Mustang and recondition it, it original design and functionality is restored. If you reform the 1970 Ford Mustang and make alterations to the body's dimensions or interior design, you no longer have a 1970 Ford Mustang. 

Being commended or recommended requires at least 3 persons. The first person earns commended status, a second person recommends,  a third person hears the recommendation.  There are many Hebrew words not used in the Scripture, and one of those words happens to be the word מענד  .  Much has been mended in my lifetime, but that which remains broken I suspect I cannot mend without direct contact since I refuse to partake in witchcraft, sorceries or robotic operations.  Since I have direct contact with myself, I have been able to mend my MIND with cautious help from a few while ongoing hatred from many continues in onslaught formations.  An onslaught formation is nothing like an 'I' formation, though onslaught formations surround as in a hurricane eye formation. The eye of a needle does no harm no good without thread, it it the sharp point of a needle that can do much damage in voodoo , injections or tattoo situations that do not hold the  thread that closes an open wound or repairs a torn garment.

Your MIND's components are designed to work side by side properly, like Minnesota and North Dakota without barriers between them. However, when barriers are not where they belong, your MIND gets infiltrated by disease, lack of conscience, untrue propaganda and unnatural residue from drugs and lack of proper, natural nourishment.  I know how sorrowful and dangerous it is when a MIND breaks, but when the MIND is renewed after the BODY is treated properly by yourself and by others, it is often even more sorrowful to see how many in your zone or family still have a broken MIND.  In part, this was the lesson that was supposed to. be learned from Olivia DeHaviland's role as 'Virginia Cunningham' in 'The Snake Pit' but it seems too many people rather compare the dance moves of Leo Genn with Olivia DeHaviland to  Clark Gable with Vivian Leigh.

As much as acronyms become overused as Lauralee Bell and Michelle Stafford, here's an acronym:

M.   memory

I.     intelligence

N.  neutrality

D.   defense

Memory is an ability to recall what you seen, heard and done in the past; if that segment breaks, harmful choices continue or excellent choices fail to be repeated because the outcomes of each were forgotten.

Intelligence is an ability to sift what the memory has within in it and then to reason, to sort, to divide, to discard and to retain the sifted information.  If that segment breaks, that which should have been kept is discarded and that which should have been discarded is kept.  Loss of intelligence leads to broken families, horrible financial decisions, harmful intake to the body and a pattern of self-destruction that often causes others to be destroyed with you.

Neutrality is the ability to eliminate false propaganda by research so that discernment is possible.  Discernment is required to have your D section remain functional; discernment assists you in decided who , what and where you decided to align with and interact with.  A neutral  pH factor in your body  will prevent cancer, but the sellers of sugary products such as Pepsi or Coca-cola and those that profit from unclean animals won't tell you that fact.

Defense is an ability to preserve your own  mind and body whether you are alone after being cast off as useless by others who's mind is broken or are surrounded by throngs of  pompous, rude lying people  such as Hilary Clinton, most new media people, overpaid fakes, lying religious leaders and Joseph Biden.

What will a continue BODY do with or without proper MIND functions?

B.  build,  bend and break

O.  overlook and oversee

D.  develop and  discard

Y.  yearn 

When the MIND is malfunctioning, the BODY can be in imminent danger if there is no one with an intact MIND to care for the broken-minded.   'Broken hearted' is a condition that often occurs when the MIND is actually working properly and the sorrow that occurs without destructive temper tantrums reminds you of your soft-hearted disposition of a matter.  'Matter' is what befalls upon you and others during a lifetime, such as מָטָר, which is a component of maitre'd, matrimony and the Hebrew word for guardians and security. 

Since an accurate or reasonable response is core to the word responsibility, it seems there is a plague of irresponsibility worldwide that started on a small scale within households first. 

Alphabetically, what is the Hebrew word before  the word for response,  מענה   ? It would be   מענד    .

As long as we are breathing, our hearts try to remain at about 98 or 99 degrees Fahrenheit, but Elton John wants you to believe that the heart of a living person can get cold.  Elton John is wrong about so much because his MIND failed long ago, and he never yearned for the discernment to repair it.

If you, after reading this, think I am incapable of being trusted or sought for advice regarding rehabilitation after a collapse of MIND and BODY, you can remain in the version of hell you are grasping onto without worrying about me ever seeking for you in your location away from my MIND that typically has an exceptional response time, whether favorable or unfavorable in content. I won't have compassion for you in your position or location since you had no empathy nor admiration for my recovery process and still refuse to seat me at your broken family table.  I am able to hold onto this perspective because I have not lost the I  and N components of my MIND; there is sorrow emerging from this paragraph, and it is best I continue to be thankful for those who will stand or sit beside me now.

Favorable and unfavorable responses both require discernment to be appropriate. Many times, favorable responses are given when unfavorable response would have corrected a matter and vice versa.  When an unfavorable response from a MIND that is broken agitates an already lousy situation, don't expect others with  an operable MIND to trust you as their overseer.

I suppose Leo Genn would have won the dance competition for showing 'Virginia' kindness while her husband was unable to be with her, but Clark Gable would not have been disqualified for dancing with a widow labeled 'Scarlet'. Music certainly does affect your movements, responses and sometimes stupidly affects decisions that have nothing to do with music.

There once was a king named Saul who was part of the MATRImony bunch; when a scenario occurred involving donkeys, 3 loaves of bread, 3 goats, 1 flask of wine and four instruments with musicians, those events were recorded in 1st Samuel 10   and eventually crawled their way to the internet. '1st and ten, try it again." Typically 1st and 'ten' reminds me of 'I am YHoWH that brought you ought of Egypt; do not put any other gods before me."  That mean that some gods can decide to follow YHoWH, but he won't be led by weaker vessels. 

I despise the outpourings Garth Brooks, since he's only another version of Elton John.

 Will Aaron Judge now start a mint product called   ' Judge' mints rather than ZOTZ?  Beware of the pork in mints labeled 'gelatin'.  

This response to NOBODY in particular has been exhausting, not 'fun'.  I don't even know if I'll survive until the next pesach week in late April, but I won't try to destroy components of my MIND nor harm my BODY when other matters, whether favorable or unfavorable, develop in my presence.  There's plenty of United States, Ukrainian, Chinese, United Kingdom and IDF officials already trying to destroy every MIND that is opposed to their wickedness.


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